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I Could Get Used To This/ Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
always said that you were my man to be

You know I love you
I really do

//

CNY was spent in the absence of Mozilla Firefox and MSN Messenger
and I seriously thought being away from all the technology allowed me some time to think about my life (yes how meaningful)
but who knew (quite sadly because I was never a TV person) that the telly would dominate instead :/

Of course, on such festive and joyous occasions
pictures are not to be missed
so what's a CNY with 40 photos and - say, truckload of gooooooooooooodieszxzx? (:

About a third of my family members has gone dog-crazy
hello Brownie (:
you hyperactive one

I really do enjoy messing things up while they're at it (:
but somehow I do not like to consume it
SEE I have cute aunties/cousin/uncle :D

Cousins and I with dearest E-Ma (:

& with Grams as wellzxz

Boys.
Me eyes are small again ):

Snowy's been such a darling while my parents were away <3

Then it was Blackjack time
which was never my cup of tea
while all the aunties cooed over the adorable baby girls

"Excuse me ah, why only TWO angbao?"

HAHA just look at her

//

I really hate to say it but..
MAPLE TIME!

//

& when the lights all went out
we watched our lives on the screen

XOXO

& Finally/ Thursday, January 22, 2009

I can't imagine any greater fear
than waking up without you here

Because suddenly, there was a quick spark in that moment
and when after it left, I longed for it again
because I've finally found
what I've been hoping for
<3

//

Back to school today again to visit the endeared ones
left at about two to meet Love at the Cathay
caught "Punisher: War Zone 2" which, I strongly recommend
be rated Gore/Extreme Violence ):
but somehow I got used to all that... blood
I don't know if it's a good or bad thing

"BOMB BOMB BOMB,
Player 1 wins"

I've been contemplating on whether to put the following video up
but temptation got the better of me so, here it is :D
It is worth watching and I chopstamp100% guarantee you with ba-kua and angbao that you'll have a hilariously good time

Disclaimer: This video is solely posted for entertainment purposes only (:

//

Forever has returned

XOXO

The Importance of Being Idle/ Wednesday, January 21, 2009

We live with the numbers
mining a dream for the same old song
What hope for the turning
if everything you know is wrong

If you carry the lantern
I'll carry you home
You search for the disappeared
I'll bury the cold

//

I do not really like leaving my blog to be stagnant
but life's everyday the same y'know
you wake you eat you play you sleep :/
and I haven't been out since the past three days

Fortunately or unfortunately I've been Mapling
which really eats away into my afternoons
though this gaming addiction thing is a no-no for me

In case you're wondering
that's her tongue sticking out at the left end of the picture (:

//

& before you change your mind

XOXO

Not the Way You Want It/ Sunday, January 18, 2009

And finally the silence
looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
knowing that I just left it all behind

//

Thursday I went back to school to see lovely people Char and Hannah (:
as well as all the uncles and aunties in the canteen
and of course not forgetting the teachers who have been ever so withstanding

And whoever knew babysitting was such a torturous thing to do on Friday
introducing my newest friend who is four years old and from Amsterdam
Bareetta (yes hopefully I've got the spelling correct)

I let her draw with my pens and highlighters and whatever she could lay her hands on

And got her to pose while she was merrily bouncing on my bed, keropok in hand (:

Met Love today :D
and everyday seems to get better <3

I very badly want to put the other photo up
but I'm afraid dire consequences awaits me if I boldly do so
(PS: Ignore the auntie at the back, much thanks to my bad photography)

I am not in the best of moods
but with luck things might take a change
ANG-BAO time is comingggggggggg (: (:

//

A broom is drearily sweeping
up the broken pieces of yesterday's life

XOXO

Home/ Thursday, January 15, 2009

It's where the heart is

I think I heard that somewhere before

//

You're the best now, baby
let's go

XOXO

I've Seen Worlds That Don't Belong/ Sunday, January 11, 2009

It was, without doubt, the same old haunting dream. The one that took over as she fell into the deepest slumber, the one which well had her as its slave, the very same one that she had tried so hard to deny. So what if it was the same nightmare? It never went away. Like always, the single imperative that filled her soul and drove her onwards - was the need to flee.

But there were no doors. Just pale while walls cracked with paint, walls which contained (and could never give away) the most blood-curdling of screams and heart-wrenching cries. Walls have had a taste of thick, red blood; the room hidden from prying eyes. As the terrifying figure in her dream began to mount and take shape, a monstrous terror seized her, her heart pulsating as she struggled to breathe. She cowered pathetically, waiting for the pain to come raining down as ice-cold dread pumped into every capillary of her body. He struck then, relentlessly and mercilessly. Without cue, a warm, sticky liquid seeped through her fingers and coursed down the length of her arm and she fell, wordlessly, head first to the floor.

She felt absurdly weak where she was, as if he had escaped with every ounce of whatever was left of her strength, of her will and determination to survive. Spots swam when she tried to open her eyes. Her breath was a hot rasp in the shallowest part of her lungs, her words a feeble whisper. Sirens wailed from a distance. Thoughts skittered in and out of her mind, producing a frenzy of dendritic images. Pain was everywhere, radiating through her in stupefying waves that had no beginning or end as she held on tightly to her pain-riddled cocoon of darkness.

Please find me. I am here.

The injection stirred her awake. Bright, glaring lights flashed before her eyes as impressions gradually lodged in her mind, indistinct memories forming and dissolving, eluding her sluggish attempts to bring them into focus and hold them there. She parted her lips, but she was silenced.

Go to sleep.

No, she did not want to sleep. So what if it was the same nightmare? It never went away.

Then she awoke this time, screaming.

XOXO

& We'll Run For Our Lives/ Thursday, January 08, 2009

Light up, light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

//

Tuesday I was made to meet Char and Hannah at Thomson Plaza
to study/finish up assignments (yes I've forgotten what all these are)
and then Love came after
had Sushi Tei for dinner with Char's cousins and nieces as well (:

Thursday was Sentosa with Love :D
I cannot believe every single time I go there it has to rain
so we found shelter at Pru's workplace until the sun came up
sun-tanned/crapped/chilled in a pool
and met SOF and Hannah for dinner at Marche (:
dessert at Hagen Daaz after

When one of us has decided to have Rosti,
the others all have it too

SOF playing some, er, mini-game (:

Don't ask

SOF and Hannah :D

I can't remember who conveniently stuffed Hannah's flags into Love's bag

At Hagen Daaz (:

We ordered Chocolate Fondue to share (: (:
but surprisingly I ended up eating most of it
Thanks SOF for paying half the bill :D

Yes, I know
this is the revenge of four teenagers
for having to pay $8 tax and service charge

Yay finally SOF does not attempt to run away (:

//

To think I might not see those eyes
makes it so hard not to cry
But as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

XOXO

It's Been Too Long Pretending/ Monday, January 05, 2009

You pulled me under and I had to give in
such a beautiful mess
that's breaking my skin

//

Attended Wen Fang brother's wedding last Saturday - which was pretty cool (:
met Love on Sunday after his training and we bought something :X
and today was jamming with the band :D

Suddenly life feels so dull
maybe it's because I haven't really got down to achieving anything

As much as I want to
people sometimes have to understand that I can't please everyone at the same time
because it is tiring
and it's getting real tiring

I suddenly miss having donuts for supper ):

//

'Cause I burned every bridge
I ever built
when you were here

XOXO

Gratitude/ Thursday, January 01, 2009

As children we believed
the grandest sight to see
was something lovely wrapped beneath the tree
But Heaven only knows
that packages and bows
can never heal a hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
that wars would never start
and time would heal all hearts
and everyone would have a friend
and right would always win
and love would never end

//

Goodbye 2008 - it has been an arduous year
and hello 2009 :D

It hasn't been easy for me to gather up all the strength and courage to tread the months of 2008, but I'm glad I made it through -
together with those people who walked along with me

Mom and Dad - For staying by my side always, edging me on everytime I was about to fall. I haven't been the best daughter I know (HAHA I say this every damn year), and I know I don't always show it in the best ways possible, but I love you and appreciate you both with all my heart <3>

Snowy - HAHA I know you can't read this but I just want to let the whole world know you've been such a great source of comfort to me. Please just do not bite my fingers when we play ball alright ): I love you and your pinky little ears and I always will (:

Love - I don't know where to start but we both know it hasn't been easy to come this far, but I'm just glad we made it (: Thank you so, so much for being my pillar of strength and protection, the one I come running to in times of need, for all the ways you made me laugh and made my rainiest days sunnier. I love youzxzx <3

Girlfriends (Bestie, Kelin, Ivy, Yu Ping) + Brian - The years might age but I will always hold dear the unforgettable memories made in HSS! I love you all for never failing to put a smile on my face when I'm down, for being the shining stars of my life. Cheers to our friendship! :D

JC mates -
125'07 for always standing strong and united even when we got seperated! Honestly, I have never felt such strong bonds until I'm with you guys (: Please keep in touch okay!
Shian, Char & Justina - Thank you for being my closest girlfriends during Year 1! We've been through so much it cannot be translated into words hahaha (: Have faith and be strong always, for I'll be here on your rainiest days!
Kenny, Pru, Hannah, Eddie, Kelvin, WL the SOF & Gwee - School would have never been the same without the all of you! Like I said, don't stop being the sunshine that pours into my life (:
Wen Fang - thank you for being so encouraging always & Kuo Fung - you make me laugh but you need to stop being irritating :X
224'08 - HAHA you guys been a great class together too (: Thank you for all the gossips and what-not!

And for anyone else I missed out, a big thank-you and happy 2009!
XOXO

//

So on 30 Dec, Bestie, Kelin and I were supposed to go for this Primary School gathering
but due to the lack of communication, Bestie and I ended up not going (because we had absolutely no idea where they were!)

Dinner at NewYork NewYork
shopped around and grabbed a small bite at Mos

Now for some insane pictures ^^

It is actually perfectly normal for me to behave like this
(I'm sure Kenny & Pru would so totally agree right! :)

But hey, what are best friends for :D

Hello Sunshine,
lurrVe euu laRx!

Things got kinda messed and blown up yesterday before the countdown
but I trained down to Clarke Quay anyway
to meet Brian and Ivy for dinner at Waraku (:

Then we walked on foot to Liang Court for ice-cream
where we ended up having Crepes (:

Looked around in the Jap-oriented mart there
and purchased some alcohol
which we totally didn't drink before/during/after the countdown :/
Then set on foot again to Raffles MRT from Clarke Quay to meet Love at the station
we WALKED, okay

Brian and I had done some research the previous night
and we found that the fireworks could also be seen from the Raffles Promontory Site
so we headed there, along with a whole bunch of other people (:

Twizzzzzzzst yo

Bur-rai-yan (:

I-VEEEEEE
I am not winking, I swear I don't wink!

And I have posted the fireworks video on Facebook - kudos to Brian
because he was the tallest of the tallest (:

Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
Northern Downpour sends its love

XOXO

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