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/ Thursday, July 31, 2008

May your smile shine on
Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cause all of the stars
are fading away
just try not to worry
you'll see them someday

//

Horrifying week -
On a Monday, I had Chem test
Tuesday, I had History
and by Wednesday, I'm so pissed

After school, ASP and SEA History consultation today
Kenny and I went into the AVA to fool around a bit with the sound system
and we chanced upon the 2001 Yearbook
of which, to our sweetest delight
contained the most glamourous photos of our teachers
and thus, a really good bend-over-your-stomach laugh

Prelims begin officially on the 12th of August
but I'm so stoned out from school
I've barely revised anything

Good luck to me! :D
hahaha BAIKLAH!

//

Whoever said I could be strong
might just possibly be
Wrong

//

So take what you need
and be your way
and stop crying your heart out

XOXO

/ Monday, July 28, 2008

I looked out of the window
& there it was
that one moment of brilliance

//

Because we've got only one shot at life
but I'd wish for a change
so I could start over
things will be better

I know they will be

//

Never, ever
again
I swear

XOXO

/ Sunday, July 27, 2008

I'm tired
and my head is in a spin

It's what we call
Sacrifice

//

Put your music player on shuffle;
press forward for each question;
use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense;
put the answers down, or even comment on it;
and tag 5 people!

1. How are you feeling today?
Best I've Ever Had - Vertical Horizon (Ha, as if)

2. Will you get far in life?
Our Song - Taylor Swift (Huh?)

3. What's your best friend's theme song?
Breathe - Anna Nalick (Yeah, maybe. Bestie is a happy person :)

4. What is the story of your life?
Why - Secondhand Serenade (It's true, I keep asking myself why these days)

5. What was high school like?
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore (It's what I call teenage angst)

6. How can you get ahead with life?
Better Off - Ashlee Simpson (Huhh?)

7. Whats the best thing about your friends?
Through the Rain - Mariah Carey (Yup, they are the harbors of strength and hope :)

8. Describe your grandparents.
Walkaway - Paula Deanda feat. The Dey (Err, okayyy)

9. How's your life going?
When I'm Missing You - A1 (I AM missing someone right now)

10. What will be played at your funeral?
Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield (Take me awayyy, take me awayyy)

11. Will you have a happy life?
Song in My Head - Sherwood (Hmmmm.)

12. What do your friends really think of you?
Learning to Fall - Boys Like Girls (Guess they know I can be strong somehow)

13. Do people secretly lust after you?
Tim McGraw - Taylor Swift (Errr..)

14. How can you make yourself happy?
(There's Gotta Be) More to Life - Stacie Orrico (By telling myself this, I guess)

15. Will you ever have children?
Look After You - The Fray (Sure I will look after them :)

16. What song would you strip to?
Just Like a Pill - Pink (How can one strip to THAT?)

17. What does your mom think of you?
Over the Rainbow - Eva Cassidy (Mom thinks I'm a rainbow? :/)

18. What is your deep, dark secret?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls (I do want to escape all of this hell and it's NOT a secret)

19. What is your enemy's theme song?
Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade (I hope my enemy's half alive by now)

20. What will be played at your wedding?
Crash and Burn - Savage Garden (How out-of-theme)

TAG FIVE PEOPLE:
Whoever (:

I've got a Chem test tomorrow
a full SouthEast paper on Tues
which I'm only two topics down on
and that leaves me better than a complete gone case

//

All that's passed has moved on
maybe I've had my share
but when Change happened too quickly
it's never enough

I watch you spin around in your highest heels
you are the best ones
of the best ones

Were, rather

//

& I'm still trying
to be

XOXO

/ Saturday, July 26, 2008

Take me on a Spin
and Maybe
just maybe
I might just forget the Past

wait
hasn't this been written before

//

Tonight I just can't figure
what I'm upset over

Call me Vulnerable
& I'm not afraid of saying it out loud
I'm not giving two shits

//

Hello Snowy

//

Before the gold and glimmer have been replaced
another sun soaked season
fades away

XOXO

/ Thursday, July 24, 2008

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
no need for greed and hunger
a brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
sharing all the world

//

There's a whole mass of work to do everyday
even though when there's no homework
somehow there is something left undone
that leaves my table in a big mess

T.G.I.F
finally
(I will make it on my own)
Ha, as if

//

A couple of random facts -
1. I do not like Coldplay's so-called greatest hit, "Viva La Vida"
2. I do not like Chris Brown's "Forever"
3. I have a tendency to keep staring at the chips one metre away from me
4. I've been wanting to make a cup of coffee since nine but have failed to do so
5. My hair needs to be washed everyday
6. I will eat those chips after this post

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

//

I hate it
when this
happens

XOXO

/ Monday, July 21, 2008

Defense is paper thin
just one touch and I'll be in
too deep now to ever swim against the current
so let me Slip Away

Slight hope
dangles on a string
like slow spinning
Redemption

//

All school can do now is
wreck you up so badly
leave you feeling powerless
even if you had taken the effort to revise anything at all

At the end of the day
all I want to do
is to crawl under my sheets and not face those questions
that I've left unsolved

It isn't easy right now
so when I slip
please let there be someone to cushion my fall

I was having gastric half an hour into the first lesson of the day
but hey who the hell cares

//

Clear liquor and cloudy-eyed
too early to say goodnight

XOXO

/ Friday, July 18, 2008

On the plane step up with both my feet
riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
catch the view and another good book to read

//

ASP sucks so much life out of you
I seriously am thankful that such mental, physical, emotional and spiritual torture will happen only once and never ever again

Pictures for you now
while I continue with my CSE I.S
(The one who took my thumbdrive and refuses to return it deserves to die)

<3DLC

He's refusing to show the world his true identity :/

Artist at work (:
amazing how just colour pencils can make figures on paper come to life

And this was today's
decided to meet Bestie and Brian (who joined us during dinner)
since I wasn't going to have much time to spend with them anymore ):
Pepper Lunch & Starbucks :D
Love came around slightly after nine and we all left together (:

She says I was violating her :(
hahaha but you make me laugh anyway

I was trying hard to be the Martian I am

& then I tried to violate Brian too (:

//

DIE ALL SPAMMERS
suckerrrxxzz

//

Hot Sparks;
but I cannot succumb now

XOXO

/ Monday, July 14, 2008

I want to thank the following two people
for keeping my sanity/insanity when I'm in school
when the hour calls for it
:D

THANKYOU KENNY & PRU
you two keep me going
I shall be the best Martian friend (:

Been working, slacking, staying up late
finding that I'm doing multiple tasks per day
and the work is never done
so please find it no surprise that I'm blogging lesser
the next few months will either make or break me :/

//

& somebody's got a new rabbit (:
I hope it makes you smile!

Imagine there's no heaven
it's easy if you try
No hell below us
above us only sky
Imagine all the people
living for today

XOXO

/ Thursday, July 10, 2008

I Yahoo-ed "Jaslene"
(I don't like Google or Google-ing, fyi)
she was the previous winner of America's Next Top Model
and this picture kept surfacing
:D
She's so sexy!

But on the flipside,
work is never ending
I hope it's gonna be okay in the end
because there are only so few months left
all I need to do is just hang on

Persistence!
-growls
(yes you can do it)

//

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
and then I'd say to you
we could take to the highway

XOXO

/ Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Young girl just hold tight
soon you're gonna see your brighter days
Now in world where innocence is quickly claimed
it's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid

//

What's that feeling called?
- helplessness?
Maybe weakness

//

Take away the pain

XOXO

/ Sunday, July 06, 2008

& I'm right here next to you
feels like you're gone too soon
now the hardest thing to do
is say bye bye

I thought we were supposed to have Youth Day celebrations on Fri
but apparently only the J1s did
J2s had to be in the Audi for a run-down of how badly the Math paper was done
only 16 people out of the whole cohort passed
Will I make it eventually?

Nevertheless, I had a fruitful weekend being with my loved ones
(homework, revision and degrading test marks aside)
had lunch with my Malaysian cousins at Marche on Sat
then dinner at Grams
and I went to visit Cousin Carrie who gave birth last week to a pretty baby girl named Chloe (: (:

And today
went for Math tuition at Novena
and dropped by Grams before meeting Love at Great World
for dinner and "Hancock"
which turned out to be, surprisingly
a tear-jerker and full of action and suspense

If our past has moved on
and all we have left is now
I should be looking forward
(P.S: Thanks for today)

//

Some random photos again
before I tuck myself into bed
Mugging begins again tomorrow
no distractions (:

I let Snowy sleep in my room last night (:
she's so cute right!
Dogs make me happy :D

WHAZZUP YO?!

Gotcha :X

Zoom in on Shian, please
even though Kenny is in the foreground

Lala needs at least twelve hours of sleep!

Hello C.X.W.T zzxx
miss you everyday!
):

//

THANK YOU SHIAN
for the email (: (:
and all the others who asked and cared
I will Live Strong
the yellow wristband will always stay with me
:D

//

These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been

XOXO

/ Thursday, July 03, 2008

"Not the power to remember,
but the very opposite,
the power to forget is necessary to our existence"
- Sholem Asch

//

It's painful enough to drag through life
and to feel even more strange
when those familiar faces you see everyday
doesn't give you the same old warmth anymore

But then again
there are only so few I can open up to

//

Passing bells and sculpted angels
cold and monumental
seemed for you, the wrong companions

//

No more gazing across
the wasted years

XOXO

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