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/ Sunday, June 29, 2008

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
in hotel rooms collecting page six lovers

//

This was YESTERDAY'S
celebrating Love's birthday :D
with Hannah, Gwee and Wai Leong (: (:
I'm sorry for the gastric pains halfway
I promise to take responsibility of my own health (:

I have exactly twenty-five minutes to blog this post

The cupcake that I bought for Love

which melted under the scorching sun
):

I met Love for breakfast at Macs, Vivo
and waited for Gwee and Hannah to arrive
(:
Look at them go,
Tekken again hahaha

MONTANA! :D
cheer up alright
I'm right here with you

Hannah was smart enough to purchase tickets from the ticketing machine
instead of joining the long queue at the counter
& we were off to
SAND-TOE-SA!

Perfect for an advertisement (:

Hmmm
maybe not

We went into the sea
after much hoo-ha about Hannah's "er-hem" issue
of which I shall not disclose
then Wai Leong came along
it's crazy when the three of them get together
I swear

This was after bathing
when I realized halfway that I forgot to bring my skirt to change into
):
Gastric was already working itself in my stomach walls
and I had to walk around in wet shorts
so I insisted we stop at a shop at Vivo and buy a new pair
Love paid for me when I said I should pay for my own
he just took out thirty from his wallet and said
"Happy Birthday"
(when it's not MY birthday)
but thanks anyway :D

Off to Marche for dinner
before catching the movie "Wanted" at 7.10 PM
(:

This is the birthday boy with his green balloon <3

This is the birthday boy with his Rosti (:

Please excuse the spastic look of delight on my face

Everyone's a copycat
we ALL had Rosti!

Hannah's look of despair to be placed beside Gwee the Monster

And Gwee is oblivious to the balloon stuck into his bag until he turned around
his face was so funny hahah

//

Things I should be worrying about -
> I haven't been keeping up with the current news; this could jeopardize my GP
> I cannot find my S2 and S3 tutorials to do Reflective Summaries for
> I have not progressed on CSE I.S
> I completely do not understand S7 Regression & Correlation
> That school is starting in approximately eight hours time

I smell doom

//

& to the hell with spammers

//

& I want these words to make things right
but it's the wrongs that make things come to life

XOXO

/ Friday, June 27, 2008

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
& it's hard at the end of the day

//

So Blocks are over
History and CSE were alright
Math was a total failure
and I think I will let my teacher down again for Chemistry

Life doesn't get better
it just gets worse

//

I'm sick
of
this

XOXO

/ Sunday, June 22, 2008

Patience & Sacrifice
is the new form of Love

& it's renewable

(Char should know what I mean :)

//

I just had Doritos Cheese for supper
when my CSE paper is tomorrow
Brilliant

As usual I'm drowning in this humongous country called China
where streams of facts, statistics and information fail to sink in
I do not like this feeling

Oh and good luck,
all of you

//

Shadows bleeding through the light
where our love once shined so bright
came without a reason

Treat me like a child
throw your arms around me
oh please protect me

//

Have I really?

XOXO

/ Friday, June 20, 2008

I will not combine my posts and hence,
I shall complete this as a second post for the day
before I snuggle into bed (:

Requested by Hannah the darling :]

//

Starting Time: 1.00 AM exactly

Name: :Debbie

Sisters: 0 (wish I had one)

Brothers: 0 (wish I had one too)

Shoe size: 6-7

Height: 162 cm

Where do you live: In a HDB with white four walls ; okay laaa SINGAPORE (duh)

Favourite drinks: Green Tea (Osmanthus), Pepsi, Vitagen/Yakult :D (it gets me going)

Favourite breakfast: Eggs / Sandwiches / Sausages & a nice cup of coffee

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup

Swam in the ocean: Sentosa counted?

Fallen asleep at school: Hmmm yeah, when I fell sick and had a hot-cold fever :/

Broken someone’s heart: I did and I don't wanna talk about it ):

Fell off your chair: It happens when you laugh too hard you know

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yup

Saved e-mails: I save like all of them and I cannot figure out why I am not deleting them

What is your room like: Half-messy and half-organized (:

What’s right beside you: The mouse, duh. And my MP3 cable, house keys, itch cream, bluetooth device

What is the last thing you ate: Mini-sausages! I heated them for four minutes in the microwave!

Ever had chicken pox: Yeah and it sucked, in Primary One I think

Sore throat: Yeah )):

Stitches: Yup, and it didn't hurt so bad like I thought it would

Broken nose: Noooooo

Do you believe in love at first sight: It depends

Like picnics: Of course, but haven't been on one ):

Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Danced? Char? Hahaha

Last smile you made: Uhh when I had Snowy in my arms, stood in front of the mirror and said, "Look at chewwxx, sho cutexxzz!"

You last yelled at: Mom

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: Yup

Kissed anyone: No ):

Get sick: I think I might come down with a sore throat ):

Miss someone: Sure do

Eat: Of course

Best feeling in the world: To be loved

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, like a ton of them

What’s under your bed: Another bed!

Who do you really hate: I can't seem to figure that out right now

What time is it now?: 1.14 AM

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Not really, my mind's kinda blank

Do you have any siblings: No

Do you want children: Yeah, preferably two!

Do you smile often: I guess so

Do you like your hand-writing: Sometimes :/

Are your toe nails painted: No, spare me

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Bestie's and Luke's (:

What color shirt are you wearing now: Black is the new Red (hahaha anyhow!)

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Having my dinner

I can’t wait till: Block tests are over OMG

When did you cry last: Wed night I think ):

Are you a friendly person: You think?

Do you have any pets: SNOWY :D

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: At home, probably on his bed texting me telling me how sleepy he is haha

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Of cos

Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope!

What are you doing right now?: On the MSN and texting

Have you ever crawled through a window?: Hey that would be fun!

Can you handle the truth?: And I need nothing but the truth

Are you too forgiving?: I think it's my weakness :/

Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mommy

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Luke :/

How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: I think two, if you're talking about relationships

Do you eat healthy?: I don't think I care haha but I watch out for my throat

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yeah I think I have

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: I'd go to Bestie or Luke to rant :D

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Haha, average I guess

Are you confident?: Depends!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. Flying kites and going fishing with Daddy

2. Studying ):

3. Hating Mathematics to the core

4. Attending Creative Writing lessons

5. SINGING

5 things on my to-do list today :

1. Finish up Vectors revision

2. Complex Numbers - Roots of Unity

3. Revise CSE

4. Read the Big Red Book

5. Wear the Adidas shirt my cousin bought for me from Vietnam (:

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. CHOCOLATES

2. DORITOS

3. NACHOS with a gazillion amount of CHEESE

4. TWISTIES

5. POPCORN! (is that counted!)

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. Donate half of it to UN Specialized Agencies (UNICEF etc)

2. Buy the nicest kennel there is for Snowy

3. Get Luke his favourite Adidas shoes

4. Spend on my lovelies :D

5. Go for countless movies

5 of my bad habits:

1. Singing too much hahaha

2. Over-studying

3. Leaving the dishes unwashed in the sink :/

4. Sleeping late (and this must stop NOW)

5. Addiction to games and the computer

5 places I have lived in:

1. Tiong Bahru (for all seventeen years)

2. Outram Park (stayed over at my Cousin's)

3. Bedok (another sleep-over)

4. Buona Vista (current location :)

5 jobs I’ve had:

1. Student

2. Girlfriend (haha counted?)

3. Daughter

4. Writer (used to write my own)

5. Poet (I've lost my flair)

5 people I tag: (If you see it that is)

1. BESTIE

2. Brian / Kelin / Ivy / Yu Ping

3. Marcus!

4. Renay (:

5. CINDY!

Goodnight all

XOXO

/ Friday, June 20, 2008

We walked through the doors

so accusing their eyes
like they have any right at all to criticize
hypocrites
you're all here for the very same reason

//

I really hope I am in time for Blocks
because I can smell death lingering amidst the chairs and tables set up in the venues designated for block tests' use

Snowy's been the best
she tickles me and she's just so uber cute
:D

//

I shall turn in and sleep
since there is no supper
but gastric

//

Maybe
we're just Different

XOXO

/ Thursday, June 19, 2008

HAVE YOU EVER - WESTLIFE

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you'd do anything
to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
you'd give anything
to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don't know what to say
and you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found the one
you've dreamed of all your life
you'd do just about anything
to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
you've given your heart to
only to find the one
won't give their heart to you?

Have you ever closed your eyes
and dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait
for the day that they will care

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
what do I gotta say to get to your heart?
To make you understand
how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
cause baby
I can't sleep

//

We are the Vulnerable
but we're gonna be strong for each other

XOXO

/ Monday, June 16, 2008

I'm supposed to be doing my Math
but here I am
waiting for the pieces to fall apart

I am not "emo-ing"
I just feel helpless against the rising pressure
ever get that feeling?

If only everything could get as easy as breathing

I'm tired
I just want to sleep

& you
I don't think I know you now
but I'll always remember how you stood by me
when I fell face down
you picked me up and didn't let me fall until I got stronger
but now
I don't know how to recognize you
):

//

Everything changes
they always do

XOXO

/ Sunday, June 15, 2008

Cause you can't jump the track

we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass glued to the table
no one can find your rewind button, girl
so cradle your head in your hands

& Breathe
just Breathe

//

I'm in the midst of feeling hopeless
notes strewn over my work table
pens pencil highlighters rubber ruler stapler markers correction tape calculators
and then you see me
attempting
and giving up
I just wonder how long this will go on
how long more until I stop failing

//

Met Gwee and Hannah to study at Novena yesterday
Love came after
Everything was okay, you know

But Gwee had to tempt Love to play Tekken
and Hannah got induced, too

Just look at them go

Hannah's cute-sy wut-sy face got plastered on my phone's wallpaper

Evidence

Hello Hannah
my pretty girl (:

Hannah said,
"This is how you sniff Debbie."

Gwee's spontaneity truly amazes me

Sushi Tei for dinner at Raffles Place

If you hang out with Gwee more often
you'll get to see his true colours

//

Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
winter just wasn't my season

XOXO

/ Thursday, June 12, 2008

Never again
):
but if I ever
not on my own

//

Blank stares at
blank pages

XOXO

/ Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Something always brings me back to you

and it never takes too long

You hold me without touch
you keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your love and not feel your reign

Set me free
leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment
into your gravity

//

I am but a CHESTNUT tree
one that is described of Honesty
I am of unusual stature, impressive and has a well-developed sense of justice
fun to be with, a planner, a born diplomat, but can be irritated easily
I am sensitive of others feelings, a hard worker, sometimes acts superior
I feel not understood at times, fiercely family-oriented
very loyal in love and physically fit

(:

//

I'm not gonna write you a love song
cos you asked for it
cos you need one
you see

XOXO

/ Sunday, June 08, 2008

Goodbye

really doesn't mean forever

//

Last Friday's late morning till noon was spent on getting an exemption from the Malaysia NS
first we went to the military camp's doctor
but before that I needed the authorization stamps from the other officers-in-charge
one of them was supposed to check me for diabetes
but when I walked into the room
the officer just looked at me
and gave me the stamp I needed

Then some lady checked my height, weight and vision
gave few other stamps
and off I went to see the military camp's doctor
who didn't even check my blood (since I had Thalessemia Minor)
it was more of a chat session between her, my Dad and me
and so that was it

After lunch we headed down to the Ministry of Defense
submitted the paperwork
and for now I'm exempted until I get a response
which will then be up to the board of doctors at MINDEF to decide

Saturday was my cousins parents and my parents' 25th anniversary
five tables but the food was like :/
and now I'm lazy
so I'll just drag the pictures around and let them do the talking

Pretty cake
don't you agree (:

MUMMY (:

DADDY-O! (:

Hahaha
my aunt didn't know we were taking a photo
and she just stood behind us
whispering something to my Mom

Nobody really paid attention to eating
almost everyone in the room were busy singing
I swear,
my Malaysian relatives seem to be much more enthusiastic when it comes to such things
(;

and dancing
those are my cousins' parents

Yvonne, my cousin
she's fab :D
helped me do my hair
sleep in her room
drink Starbucks
I miss her already ):

On the way to K.L
yes I brought my toy bear along
and her name is Clover

There are a really alot more pictures
but I'm lazy to even upload the funny ones

Feels good to be back home anyhow
:]

//

Someday I'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me

XOXO

/ Thursday, June 05, 2008

Today is a winding road
that's taking me places that I didn't wanna go
I want a simple explanation
for what I'm feeling inside
Gotta find a way out
maybe there's a way out

//

Right now,
I'm blogging, packing, thinking
I hate to go
because I have to smile, nod and be alive during dinners
put up a night's facade, be someone else with that bright-eyed smile
when I feel miserable inside

I don't wanna pretend any longer
but nobody knows

Pray hard that everything goes well
:/

//

Pictures at random now
for some amusement

I'm such an angel,
I bet Hannah won't kill me for this haha
she was trying to eat a hashbrown secretly behind our school librarian
and had me take a shot
TADA
this is Hannah's I-Can't-Wait-to-Get-Caught-For-Eating-a-Hashbrown face

I was trying to irritate Kenny by pushing up the newspapers into his face
since I was opposite him
haha see how it engulfs him

As usual
Char cannot resist my sexy camera
;)
haha okay she looks cute

Hannah loves Char
very very much
WE LOVE RAMLY'S :D

Kenny's forlorn look

Look what happened to my GC
in the midst of the RREF installation

This was today at KBOX
I only took with Kenny cos I was lazy to take with Perry and Marcus :/
haha sorry

I wonder how Snowy is doing
I'm missing her already
no one to play tug-of-war with
-sigh
she should be sleeping by now
and I hope she'll be alright at Grams
):

//

& Love
take care of yourself alright?
That LiveStrong band is coming with me
so I'll be hanging on
<3

//

Adieu, lovelies
for I shall be off by 6 AM tomorrow morning

//

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
you'll always be my thunder
so bring on the rain
and bring on the thunder

XOXO

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