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/ Wednesday, May 28, 2008

If it weren't for these two weeks
I think I can be a hundred times more productive than I am now
school hours might have been shortened
but then again the long distance home
still doesn't make any difference to me

So believe me school IS crappy
and hence there is nothing much I can say
but to leave you once more
with lyrics from Secondhand Serenade

//

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
& no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same
these streets are filled with memories
both perfect and in pain
& all I wanna do is love you
but I'm the only one to blame

Not a whisper
the only sound is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence

Because these days aren't easy
like they have once been before

//

Maybe you
were meant for
something better

XOXO

/ Sunday, May 25, 2008

Someday you'll turn your radio on
I hope it takes you back to that place
when you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
think of my head on your chest
and my old faded blue jeans

//

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENFANG! (:
and enough of the Monster Hunter craze already :/
we should all play Tekken6 instead
where the graphics are so much cooler!

I feel a sore throat coming up
and there will still be school for the next 2 weeks

//

Goodnight you
the one in denial

XOXO

/ Friday, May 23, 2008

& as soon you reach a better place
still I'd give the whole world to see your face

//

This hasn't been a good week
cos firstly I haven't been sleeping well ;
all I do is wake up in the middle of the night, check the time
try to lull back to sleep
but end up waiting for the alarm to ring instead

Secondly I haven't been studying ;
because there are always distractions
here, there, everywhere
but then again,
I have my social circle to keep

Thirdly my Mom's away (but she'll be back tomorrow, thank God) ;
I have to bear responsibility for the house
because I cannot count on my Dad
It's my job to wake him up in the morning, so he can drive me to school
it's my job to finish up the leftover housework
if I don't do it - I don't think he will

And who was there back home waiting up for me
after my failed performance at the Arts House
to tell me that it was all okay
that you would still be proud of me?

It was the own air that I breathed
the soreness of my eyes, the tinge in my throat
that soundless volume that was so, so loud
nothing more
nothing less

I'm getting real tired
miserable, at times
the old, rugged feeling of being empty and alone in this house
silence

complete
silence

& I'm right here next to you
it feels like you're gone too soon
the hardest thing to do is to say bye bye

XOXO

/ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

& everyday life goes on like this
"Wish I could talk to you for awhile,
I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
as time goes by

//

I have a number of things to do
but firstly, here is long overdue post

A gigantic THANKYOU goes out to Bestie, Ivy, Yu Ping and Brian
for celebrating my birthday at Fish and Co last Sunday
:D

Friendships are built to last
we all know that

YAY
I've got Chewy Junior cream cakes! (:
THANKYOU

YUPING
hahaha and your stupid cheer

BESTIE (:

YUPING & BRIAN (:

I think I like circles!

I'm saving all my love for you

Yu Ping's mortified look

HE'S A MAAAAN EATER ~

IVY & BESTIE (:

IVY (:

I looked at you like the stars that shined
in the sky
the pretty lights

//

Had rehearsals at the Arts House on Monday
for my performance tomorrow
I hope I don't screw up
since it's my first time acting, not singing :/

Pictures of the Arts House and hopefully my performance another time
for now I need to buck up
Blocks are coming ):
so there

//

In the end
closer's all there is
but you won't find this

XOXO

/ Sunday, May 18, 2008

Ever felt like something's changed, somehow
like suddenly you've taken more control in your life
radiating happiness; being stronger
opening up and stepping into different perspectives
feeling new; ambitious; like you can conquer it all
Maybe, just maybe
this is Eighteen

//

YESTERDAY was FAB
as always with the best people I can ever have
(:

Daddy dropped me at Cine to meet Love, Hannah and Gwee
we watched "Made of Honor"
and I teared :/

Snowy's becoming the prettiest thing

We had some time to kill before we met Wai Leong
so we pooled! (:

This is my attempt at an artistic shot of Hannah
just that you can't see her face

Trained down to City Hall to meet WL (:

Please Love,
just smile for me

HANNAH DARLIN' :]

They were comparing and fixing their mini toy machines (:

Met WL & Char too :D
Sushi Tei was full so we walked around

and both of them literally WALKED AWAY from me ):

Hannah didn't (:

SUSHI TEI! :D
I think our table was the loudest but who cares

we live life loud (:

So many crappy stuff happened,
I have no idea where to start
so pictures instead

because there's nothing else to fear
now that you're here

my Love <3>
(credits to Char :)

without you two
I would have never made it through the worst kinds of heartache

I said SMILE, dear

you'll always be a part of me (;

& we'll show the world
how friendships can last

These two, I swear
can make your stomach hurt like crazy
LAUGHING PILLS!
as quoted from Hannah

There,
just look at WL and Gwee would you

THANKS SO UBER UBER MUCH TO
CHAR HANNAH GWEE WL
(: (:

I'm tired now but I think I can stay up a little longer

organize my table, set my homework and priorities once more
The past three days has been crazy
and I sincerely thank EVERYONE who has made me feel truly eighteen :D

& I shall blog about yesterday,
tomorrow

//

That girl was a wild child dreamer
but she'll find herself

XOXO

/ Thursday, May 15, 2008

HELLO WORLD
I now present you, without further ado
with a good update of this corroding piece of cyber trash

MONDAY
Test on Ionic Equilibria was more or less of a disappointment
okay so I tried my best
but I failed,
horribly I must say

WEDNESDAY
X-Country and it was Ruben's birthday too (:
there was a thunderstorm in school and I was praying so so hard that the event would be cancelled
but no, didn't happen
We all had to get onto coaches anyway and bore ourselves silly till we reached ECP
though I must admit that the organizers have indeed put in tremendous efforts and sacrifices
much of our time spent there was to socialize instead

Took class pictures,
packed dinner from BK and ate near the sea
with Char, Hannah, Pru and Wayne
and the sea breeze was awesome

224 :D

Our class tee is the bomb
(Pru, you the woMAN! :)

Meet Mr. Batman (;

BEST FRIEN:DDDDD

Joash!

Kuo Hwa (he claims he's from Mars)
and Thinesh

This is Wayne,
dancing his way up to the shore (:

WAYNE

<3dlc>
sick with flu still play water >:(

LALA!

Waited for Love to finish dinner inside BK
then went to look for him sitting on those rocks thingy
and they were making fun of people :X

Crapped, talked, laughed (:
left ECP around 7.45 PM
took the bus home with Love and Botak
and I caught the sunset before I stepped out of EC

FRIDAY

18th

:D :D

First and foremost,
I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to those who remembered and wished me
thank you for being so wonderful :]

By TEXT: Char, Bestie, Kenny, Hannah, Kerine, Mei Ni, Joe, Frankie, Cindy, Ming Ge, Ai Shan, Hui Hong, Renay

By MSN: Luke, Shian, Pru, Mui Hoon, Hui Chen, Kelin, Brian

In SCHOOL: Michelle, Qin Yi, Shian, Char, Hannah, Yuen Yee, Mei Ni, ALL OF 224!, Xue Lin, Uncle Jackson (thanks for the ice cream and green tea :), Melissa

PLUS those I've missed out, sorry and a big THANK YOU for making me feel loved :D

THANKS ;
Shian ^ shirts
Kenny ^ shirts & Tiramisu cake
Pru ^ Korrall & your lovely card
Michelle ^ notebook
Love ^ Roxy handbag (really pretty)

CSE test this morning was alright
but I totally caught Eddie red-handed
I was on my way to the drinks' stall to get my breakfast I left in Uncle Jackson's fridge
then I saw Eddie taking out MY birthday cake
hahaha goodness
the look on his face - devastated disappointed

It's okay, Eddie
everyone gets a birthday cake
we all know that (:

This is my big brother, Eddie

He looks triumphant with the cake set-up
hahaha

224 celebrated during GP slot hahaha
thank you people (: (:

SEA History SBQ was alright too
but lessons from then on were a drag
ended school at five ):
hello, does eighteen have to be so hard

Dinner with Love (:

Off to

whee hee hee

you're my laughs, my frowns
my ups and my downs
it's the feeling that you get when you know that something's true
when I think of Love
I think of you

You're beautiful like the colors of the rainbow
warm-hearted like the rays of the sun on a summer's day
all I gotta do is look into your eyes to lose myself
<3

//

And hence I shall end this post
with this very meaningful email

If you believe homophobia is wrong,
pass this on (:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

XOXO

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