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/ Tuesday, April 29, 2008

For every raging mountain I have climbed
and every raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I longed to find
without you Love, I would be lost

Let the world stop turning
let the sun stop burning

//

Thanks for the song, honey
I always will be

XOXO

/ Saturday, April 26, 2008

Once you've gone down that road
you can stop to rest
but don't ever look back

//

Maybe I haven't known you long enough
but if you really see me as a friend
then skip the deception
tear down the pretence
because really
I don't like liars

//

I just knew it would end up the way it is now
but I have no objections
just know
all things need time
you can blame my paranoia for being so concerned
but I really can't help it and I feel unsafe still
but in your rainiest days, if ever
I'm still gonna be here

//

Look outside, for the sun's shining away
find some time, Love
let's go out and play

//

I have this sudden urge not to upload any photos
cos I will have to drag the damn thing from top to bottom
and I have been taking shots like there's no tomorrow
so there

Yesterday was the Dance Concert "Elemental"
with Char, Hannah, Wayne, Ryan, Kerine, Mei Ni and Yuen Yee
Justina you did awesome, we love you much
and the beat boxing guy was there too yay

Blogger is being a pain
so I won't be able to upload the videos
when I can I will
(:

//

There's once in a lifetime
and there's once in a while
and the difference between the two
is about a million miles

XOXO

/ Wednesday, April 23, 2008

& nostalgia has never hit so hard

it's Enough
but then again
it's Not

XOXO

/ Tuesday, April 22, 2008

<SUSHITEI3

& for a moment
it felt like the old times again

I won't expect too much
when time's just not enough

XOXO

/ Monday, April 21, 2008

FIRE
DRILL

//

Change the colours of the sky
and open up to
the ways you made me feel alive
the ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
to make it through the night
Love will find you

There is nothing to fear
for I am right beside you
for all my life
I am yours

XOXO

/ Sunday, April 20, 2008

Take time to realize

that your warmth is
crashing down on in

//

Yesterday was better than a hundred roller-coaster rides :D
it was when I could truly be free

Was supposed to meet Hannah, Gwee and Love outside Cine at 1.30
but everyone was late :/
Love was first, so he found me at the ticket box and we bought 4 tickets for "The Forbidden Kingdom"
went to LJS for lunch
Gwee was second
Hannah was last hahaha

Played pool (:
paired up with Love and won teeheexxzz

And then we watched the movie
some funny Sun Wu Kong crap
hahaha Hannah totally cried when the old man died in the first scene (I saw okay!)
then she came out and said Gwee cried hahaha
was great anyway :]

After much contemplation
we headed down to City Hall via the tube

Hannah Montana! :X

Luke: Get your f***ing face in la, Gwee

I swear, Hannah and I couldn't stop laughing

HAHAHA Gwee!

We the quad, yo

Upon reaching City Hall, we queued at NYNY :D
while the guys called Wai Leong

and they had a most intellectual talk about jaw operations

Met Wai Leong
(Sorry WL, didn't get to eat your sushi! Hahaha not Gwee's fault okay!)

Sorry, bad lighting :/

My stomach gets a good exercise when I'm with them
it's almost unbearable

Food and service's great, as usual
Hannah and I camwhored (her idea :P)

Walked to Esplanade after dinner
lay on pokey-okey grass and played "Truth or Dare"
hahaha damn
so MALU

Love sent me home (:
we played with Snowy for awhile
then he went home

Thanks Hannah, Gwee, Hannah, WL and Love for the fab day :D

//

If you just realize
what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now

XOXO

/ Friday, April 18, 2008

& maybe all we need
is that flame to keep us going

We'll make it through

//

Homework

> Chemistry FYS by Mon
> International History SBQ (using template) by Tues
> Questions for Heritage Trail by Tues
> Finish Stats tutorial by Mon
> Study Math: Complex Numbers + Stats

Read
> UN Lecture 3
> ASEAN Lectures 2 + 3
> WTO (CSE)
> Thermochemistry

Tests
> GP test on Mon
> Math: Complex Numbers + Stats on Tues
> Chem on Thurs

I am a good student
(:

//

CHAR X.W.T the nehneh
cheer up and do make up your mind
be strong dear
and don't shed another tear

//

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I've found my paradise
when you look me in the eyes

XOXO

/ Thursday, April 17, 2008

"I love you."
"Really?"

Of course,
why not?

//

They say a picture paints a thousand words
and actions speaks volumes
but words
if they come out wrong
someone might get hurt

After all that I've been through
those painful days and tear-stained nights
I always emerge a stronger person
knowing what it is to be done

What I'm trying to put across here is
that relationships require maturity and understanding
For that to happen,
both must sail through every storm together
and never give up halfway

So I just wanted to say
for all my friends (plus my anonymous-sneaky-peaky readers, if any)
that yes, pictures and actions can help express your feelings for your loved one
but please
remember that words are as powerful, they can cut
once it slips past your mouth
there is no taking it back

"I think you deserve someone else better than I."

This will make your other half bleed

There is no "someone else"
when the choice has already been made

That line, to me
is only brimming with disillusionment and low self-esteem

Why give up,
when you know that if there's a will, there's a way?

//

Hello, yes I'm back
I just needed to vent that little bit of my pent-up thoughts

School's been tiring
and there's nothing new, too
but the whole ton of photos in my phone taken by my looney friends are an exception
and that must wait for I am a busy busy girl

I have a CSE SBQ test tomorrow
and I left my notes in my lecture file
and my lecture file is with Kenny
because he lives a stone's throw away from school

How wonderful, don't you think?
-gives pat on the back

SGC! :/

//

Happy 21st, dear

XOXO

/ Wednesday, April 16, 2008

But if I been gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my love goes?
Have I ever told you
you're the one

If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know
what my heart wants to say

You make me feel like flying
I'm sailing on your ocean
That everytime you look at me
You see it in my eyes

XOXO

/ Sunday, April 13, 2008

I don't feel productive today
so I'm gonna blog
do up my notebook
read the GP content book
and sleep

//

Celebrated Brian's birthday yesterday
after much consideration we went to Taos and I know they didn't regret it (:
Hit the arcade after lunch and went crazy there

So many people come and go
but nothing can change the you I know

You all are more than just faces in a crowd

Hello, I am your distraction
:]

Then they all came over to my Grandma's place for steamboat dinner
apparently it was to celebrate Frank's birthday but he wasn't there :/
it was a very impromptu idea but we had fun anyway :D

So I'm never gonna walk away
if the walls come down someday

//

Mmm well today, nothing much
went with Dad to find a grooming salon for Snowy
but first everyone say hi

This is my tame side (;

but I can be ferocious

She doesn't bite, don't worry
but

she scratches

The way back to the right track
maybe you can help me find the door
is it too much to ask
too much too fast
too much to ignore?

XOXO

/ Friday, April 11, 2008

I feel like the stars are getting closer
and the sky is closing in
and I don't know where to begin

We're all looking for something
to take away the pain

//

Didn't go to school yesterday :/
was tired and woke up with a pounding headache and sore throat
tried to be productive but failed
so spent more time with Snowy so she could get used to me

Snowy's alright, really obedient and all
guess I just have to be patient and give her time to fit into our home (:

//

I got a B for my PW (if you were asking)
which really got me down, I wanted to cry when I got to LJS and sat in front of Love
cos he asked me what went wrong
all I could do was shake my head
and fight the tears

He didn't wanna see me upset so I tried my best to cheer up :/
maybe PW grades don't matter, but it does to me
cos we've worked so hard somehow
Started from scratch to building up our WR,
all those late-nights, word-counts and emails sent,
team bonding, friendship, sacrifice
all that sweat - but we pulled through

A big thank-you first to our GP tutor Ms Ng C.S :D
you've been a tremendous guidance to us!
Thank you Jun Yan for cracking us up when you get serious,
Shian for your word-counts and positive outlook,
Dea for being always efficient, precise and enthusiastic
Mei Ni for never giving up especially during our OP rehearsals
You've been a wonderful group,
love you all to bits okay! (: (:

Let's get drunk and drive around
make peace within an empty town
we can make it right
(;

Pictures taken today

She's pretending to play an invisible guitar

I read what you wrote in my notebook,
I almost teared :/
hello Char, you are much missed ):
LOVEYOUTOO!

//

Had dinner with Love downstairs my place
I showed him Snowy
and Mummy said to ask Love to accompany me down
while I take Snowy for a walk
(I think she knows, teeheexxzz ;)

Thanks for accompanying me today, Love
hopefully I can see you Sunday :/
and yes we shall take Snowy down for walks together when we can

//

Thanks to all who tried to cheer me up today
Shian / Yuen Yee / Prunella / Hannah / Kenny / Geoffrey (abit only hahaha)
if I missed you out,
I'm sorry and thank you (:

Still feeling kinda down
but I'll be better in time

//

Me,
you,
and my Medication

XOXO

/ Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I am so awfully tired

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow
It's killing me ):

Sometimes, I do feel like I could die
but then again
there are always people around to help keep my sanity

Anyway,

happy birthday, Joash
I've dedicated "Tim McGraw" to you (:

//

Update on my new dog soon (I hope)
she's called Snowy

//

We'll have aimless conversations
about better days

XOXO

/ Monday, April 07, 2008

"Aren't you a little.. old for this?"

But there's only one life to lead

//

It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself
counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel

Stop & Stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
yeah I know that everyone gets scared

//

I need to Feel

XOXO

/ Sunday, April 06, 2008

Where has Everyone been,
I don't feel the love yo

//

The simplest of all things
will be perfect for me

XOXO

/ Friday, April 04, 2008

Mess the pieces up
and try to put them back

//

Homework

> SEA History - one page summary of Regionalism reading by Pollard
> International History - read relevant notes on SBQ
> Math - Probability & Complex Numbers 8.3 tutorials + Calculus from night lecture
> Chemistry - Ionic Equilibria from FYS
> GP - Read first Compre paper

Upcoming tests

> Chemistry - Ionic Equilibria (10th Mar)
> CSE - SBQ ( ? )

I don't even have time to complete my work
so I can forget about revision

& this might just be the first taste of hell

//

There's a rug with bleeding dye under the fan in the room
where the passions burning high by the chair
with the leopard skin under the light

Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
we'll gaze at starry skies
close our eyes, and pretend to fly

XOXO

/ Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Some songs do bring back a whole flood of memories
why do we all wish for the past everytime,
and don't seem to look to the future?

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note
for you my only one

And I remember this

We spent all our money on stupid things
but if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
one more day with you

//

The reality of those major exams,
sometimes seem so near but yet so out of touch
I do want to work hard
but really, the distance and time spent
just wears me down

Anyway, I decided to attend the Math night lecture yesterday
I wasn't surprised to see almost the whole Audi filled up
J2 enthusiasts eager to push their grades one notch higher
Maybe, maybe
everyone else is feeling the way I do
(I hope so, that would be assuring :)

Shian, Kenny, Michelle, Marcus, Perry and I ate at Sakae Sushi before the night lecture which started at 7PM
it was really "Eat-All-You-Can"

We are powerful people :D

See the happy faces hahaha (:

Oh oh, Michelle and Kenny just HAD to come up with this

Let your hormones rage
and your imagination run wild (;

//

I think it's no surprise
that whenever I look up at you
I get to smile
every single time

//

A tragedy with more damage than a soul should see
but do I try to save him,
so hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
baby hold on tight

XOXO

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