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/ Friday, February 29, 2008

Really, sometimes
what else are you left to do
when you're living in a time jet
and as you breathe
time is slipping away

Wait, hold on
I'm getting some deja vu

//

So finally it's Friday
I've wrapped up this busy week
tests and re-tests and preparation of slides and presentations
after school exhaustion
and those dinner night outs

One more week till March holidays
but with the Block Test 2 coming up
there is no such thing as "holiday"

So maybe some funny pictures

Gwee's very astonished face while watching the soccer match last Wednesday

This is total unglamness, I swear

BATMAN!

This is my favourite (:
(Click image to view)

//

I'm sorry about today
I know you want me to be happy
understand that it's not you
it's school (you should know it better than me)
I'll find the positives in life
so I can make you happy too

//

Fumbling his confidence and
wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than
arguments and failed attempts to fly

XOXO

/ Thursday, February 28, 2008

95 words

Speedtest

I used to compete with Mummy when I was younger
we'd see who could type faster
and I'd practice when I was free
by typing out the whole of a Enid Blyton book

Yeah so that's a silly bit to the small part of my childhood

//

Excuse the digression,
but please

CATCH THE FREAKING TERRORIST

We cannot have the rise of religious fundamentalism here

//

Lecturer: And when the pause gets too long...
(*Pause, as in those times when you stop speaking to think about how you should phrase your words)
Kenny: You should see a doctor.

//

& when the clouds froze in its time
and as daylight slipped away
We'll hang on, and hang in there
cos I want forever
and everyday

//

SCHOOL
IS
SHIT

XOXO

/ Tuesday, February 26, 2008

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH, QIN YI!
:D

One Two Five is the ultimate
<3

//

I hate some teachers
I hate homework
I hate school,
period

//

Kenny is one who tries to take away my sanity
so I very willingly let him do so (:

Girl outside Classroom: OH MY GOD!
Kenny: Yes?

HAHAHAHAHAHA

//

Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke
fast lives are stuck in the undertow
but you know the places I wanna go

XOXO

/ Monday, February 25, 2008

Falling leaves, like a blanket on my feet
There's a canopy of stars
and I just miss you like crazy
Suddenly the world's too big
and the hours move too slow
And I just wish that you were holding me near

Cos everytime you go away
the sunshine starts to fade
Frozen in the hands of time into a Permanent Monday
Take me back into your arms
and never let me go
cos when I see you walk through that door
I'm not lost anymore
I'm home

//

Sorry Mummy
it's just school
I hope you understand

//

& like your oldest friend
just trust the voice within

XOXO

/ Sunday, February 24, 2008

This is the 700th post

I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

//

All of you believe so much in me (well, thank you)
but can I do this at all?

//

JAM&HOP 2

Thank you all,
for just being there with me

& I'd say it
but I won't get it back

//

The cost of misery
is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
close to the surface in sight

& I've got a plan
we walk out the door

XOXO

/ Saturday, February 23, 2008

What is it's true meaning?

//

Time will never be enough
because there's so much I need to do
and it's not that I don't want to
it's cos I can't
but then again
they won't understand

School's such a ridiculous place
let's just point our fingers at those who are to be blamed -
who's the culprit and who's the victim?

I have a feeling I will breakdown this week
because really
I just want to give up
and if I don't
just how am I gonna through this?

//

I'd get down on my knees
& Pray

XOXO

/ Thursday, February 21, 2008

THERE IS NO
SUPERGIRL

if she has nothing to fall back on

Let's get this dream over and done with

//

These city walls ain't go no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth storey
and I scream for you

Show me what it's Like
to be the Last one Standing

XOXO

/ Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I ran away
when I thought I could
but I'm not ready just yet

I don't see the point in studying
when I'm gonna fail every test
and let everyone down

Perhaps I was a genius in my past life

Try to put it in words
but there's only emptiness

And then I waited
for the rain to come
but I guess I fought down the feeling instead
and moved on

When you love
there's no right or wrong
it's not in your mind
but it's your heart - it decides what it wants for you

Empty Spaces and
Familiar Faces,
we can't stop time while it races

And you come away with a great little story
of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

I'll leave my window open
cos I'm too tired to call out your name
just know that I'm right here hoping
that you'll come in with the rain

I could go back to every laugh
but I don't wanna go there anymore

XOXO

/ Monday, February 18, 2008

The train rides into the setting sun
and she finds herself silenced,
who could she text
who could she look to?
Are these truly the times she needed to depend on herself only?

If only it wasn't all so hard.

She seeks a cure to the heartache,
the torturous wait
and the long journey ahead

//

Is JC life all about
dismal failures and utter disappointments?

Why can't I be just a little bit smarter,
and do equally well like the rest?

//

Okay goodnight

XOXO

/ Sunday, February 17, 2008

I'm sorry for being such a grouch
but yeah things are getting in the way
guess I just have to take things as they come

Live Strong

I think I saw that somewhere on someone's wristband

//

What a time for all awesome movies to spring up on us
well on me, rather
I wonder when will be the next time I ever get to go to the movies
considering my Mom's blatant nagging about the ticket prices escalating,
she will just be rewarded by a skeptical face from yours truly

(:

I watched this twice
it's really worth the money
Jack Neo's films never let me down

Death Note Spin Off - L Change the World

I watched the second movie to this
and I got hooked

P.S. I Love You

OMG OMG this is not rated M18
so please
we HAVE to watch this

Meet the Spartans

"You got served!"
And I didn't know the woman that was shaving off the baby's hair was supposed to be a sarcastic impersonation of Britney Spears
Scary how one's image gets tainted so quickly
and to think she used to be my idol

-shudders

Sweeny Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

I just watched the trailer
and I'm already 101% sure that I'm gonna love it

I know it's M18
but I have my ways

Step Up 2: The Streets

Sizzlin' hot
"Are you ready to step up?"

//

Twenty-four hours a day
seven days a week
twelve months in a year
three hundred and sixty five days in all

Seems weary and long?

It's never enough

//

Oh what a shame
what a rainy ending given to a perfect day

When you find everything you looked for
I hope your love leads you back to my door
but if it don't
stay beautiful

//

NINETEENTH
(:

XOXO

/ Saturday, February 16, 2008

I don't wanna know that you know
it should've been me

& all I need is the comfort
of a familiar face

Why didn't you stay?

//

Be strong, please be strong

//

I've got a first class ticket to a night all alone
a front row seat up right by the phone

//

I need that small flicker of hope
so I can get by

XOXO

/ Friday, February 15, 2008

THANK YOU to..

Love for the rose, necklace and notepad <3
Marcus for your rose too
Hannah dear for your balloon :(which burst) and keychains
Shian and Prulala for the chocolates and note
Char for your rose (it died hahaha omg)
Lydia and Cindy for the cards
xoxo

:D :D

We should have Valentine's Day every week
because the atmosphere is seriously euphoric -
the second everyone started giving out flowers and chocolates and stuff
I could feel the love already
(hahaha okay so corny)

Lessons were alright
but I bet everyone was waiting for their last bell
like me (;

Love dropped me at my place to get changed
on the train home I forced him to take pictures
whee hee

ONE

TWO

THREE!

Please excuse the messy hair (:

"Okay Mummy's here!"

The poor boy was being subjected to camera phone radiation (:

I got home, bathed and changed quicker than I thought
met Love at his station
and took the train down to City Hall
- chop chop fast forward
we had to wait almost an hour before we could have a place in Sushi Tei
and by the time we started on dinner it was about close to nine

This was heaven :D

Left about ten
detoured so that we both could talk without any interruptions

Thank you, Love
you were wonderful (:

//

To dearest Mei Ni, Kerine, Yuen Yee & Hannah,
I know sometimes you feel that you've done more than you could
but then again you feel like you've not done enough
What more can be done, you ask
or do I have to step back, watch and wait?
Love kills, but deep down we know it's the epitome to being really happy and on top of the world
but no matter how many times you bleed
you bleed to become stronger
and you've got more strength than you know
Love & Fate will find it's way
just hold on, wherever you are
I believe in someday, somehow, somewhere
do you?

//

Would you wait if I wrote you a perfect song tonight?

I've been running all around this empty town
where the brightest blues and greens just turn to brown
but it feels new
because I'm so in love with you

XOXO

/ Thursday, February 14, 2008

Look up,
the stars are fading
and I am still here waiting to see you again

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
we can do anything
we could be anything

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world

Happy Valentine's, Love <3

Also going out to all my lovelies too
thanks for all the presents and gifts and flowers (: (:
I feel the love!

Pictures sometime tomorrow
it's now 1.10 AM

AHHHHHHHH

XOXO

/ Monday, February 11, 2008

My strength is what I'm counting on

but what if it fails me?

//

I promise I can be what you need

//

Foolish one with the smile
you don't have to be brave
I'd gladly climb your walls
if you'd meet me halfway
Everytime we fall down
we're falling from grace

Here's my hand and my heart
it's yours to take

XOXO

/ Sunday, February 10, 2008

What goes around, comes around

what goes up, must come down

Hey Karma,
don't keep your visitor waiting
;)
GIRL POWER aye!

//

Yesterday was crazy
and it just felt like the way life should be
carefree, joyful - I don't know,
just living it up
and being me

Met Hannah, Char and Mei Ni at Sembawang station yesterday afternoon
and we went to Yuen Yee's house
Belbel is ultimate cute
I bet everyone who sees her will at least say this sentence once
OMG she sang Cantonese karaoke!

See see!

(: (:

We sang karaoke too :D
and Yuen Yee the nehneh played Mahjong and ignored us
hahaha
left about 4.30PM to meet Love and Gwee at Cine

Shots along the way -

Hannah: I BEHEADED ALL OF YOU!

I am
Emo-Picture-Spoiler Number One
(:

Yeah so met the boys
we wanted to pool initially but it was so crowded
so we booked a room at E2MAX at Level 9
and Hannah the Horny choose "Knocked Up" to watch in the room
while I booked two comps for the boys

Dinner at BK
Pei Shan and Lyone came to join us
I took more shots

And Gwee just lets me take his photo very willingly
(:

and he watches my boyfriend watch TV,
hmmm

while I try on new shades ;)

Okay chopchop fast foward
cos I should be SLEEPING by now when my head's so darn heavy

Char brought us to IndoChine after the E2MAX thing
I swear I can't wait to turn eighteen
cos it was just so so cool!

Okay I'm done
very sorry for the abrupt end
my other half is rushing me to go sleep (:

//

P.S: I'M A LIFE-SAVER
(self-proclaimed)
:D

//

I'm not the only one that's vulnerable
that I know

XOXO

/ Saturday, February 09, 2008

I'm looking for some peace and quiet
but I don't know where to turn to

I think I need a breakaway
I feel like my mind's cluttered up with so many things
but then again it feels so empty and hollow sometimes

Am I emo-ing again, you ask?
I'm not
This is purely just the train of thoughts running in my head
and this is not self-denial

& your slow shaking fingertips
show that you're scared like me
so let's pretend we're alone

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already?

See what I mean?

I was meant for some things in life
and I really thought all of that could be mine
tasted the sweetness of fame, that adrenaline rush
I've been there and back again
Because it was all what I dreamed for
the euphoric feeling that comes after jittery nerves
..
It wasn't mine forever

And I know
that I'm totally no good in playing this role
because it just seems that I keep letting you all down
Sometimes I know what I can do to make it up to you
but other times I don't know how
I'm trying my best
do you know that?

So yes, I've been at the edge
I've lost sanity, I almost let myself go to take the plunge
but I pulled myself together
not because I knew there was hope
because I knew nobody else was going to do it for me
You should too
and it's not that difficult
you are your own challenge
Just walk on, move on
and never look back

Three different colours
three different stories
Goodnight and good morning all

//

It's playing on repeat
just like when we would meet

XOXO

/ Thursday, February 07, 2008

I shall NOT do AQ
nor shall I do Chemistry homework

Shall post pictures of Justina's birthday celebration on Wed after CNY celebrations in school
hope you love the necklace, cos you're a STAR :D

Don't we look cute ;)

Xuan Kai is ALWAYS in the picture.

Say hello to the Friendly Giant!

& the best of OneTwoFive 'o7
isn't just this small
(:

//

OKAY CNY!
Didn't take as much photos as I expected to
but my battery was drained at the end of the day
after being flooded by text messages of well-wishes
and I was texting Hannah and Love too (:

I look weird in the photos today
please don't ask me why

This was taken the day before..

And this today
(yes I look as if I could kill him :)

Cousin!

And please allow me to prove to you that I indeed have "angmoh" cousins
which is so ultimately COoOoLzZxX

I know I look weird okay shut up

And then I stumbled upon Cousin Desmond's guitar
which is like OMGxXzZ
(okay I really need to stop this ahlian stereotype thing)

The sexy, Traveler Guitar Pro Series
and you gotta listen to the sounds through a stethoscope
- rolls around in fascination

& yes I will learn how to play guitar
(:

On a random note,
I didn't regret buying this rubber band
(:

//

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
a reckless ride in the pouring rain

& I wanna be the hand you'll always hold

XOXO

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