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/ Thursday, January 31, 2008

I CAN'T UPDATE COS I'VE GOT A CSE TEST TOMORROW THAT I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT
):

//

And now I promise
to not take back that promise to be strong

//

He tells me about his night
and I count the colours in his eyes

XOXO

/ Tuesday, January 29, 2008

And I've got the lines all memorized
and there's a tune to this song
Then there's a voice in my head saying,
"Hey girl, you gotta keep moving on."

//

No matter what,
I just want us to get through it all
you know we can

//

I'll try to be strong for all
I promise

XOXO

/ Monday, January 28, 2008

Are you having the Monday blues?

I have a feeling Kenny will appear more often than not in my posts now
since he's the only human alive that can have me laughing upside down
and keeping me awake in class

//

I just sneezed twice
and it hurts

//

Wouldn't it be great
to be fashionably late
so why don't you wait
till you're Sedated

Do you wanna lose it all?
Cos this is more than just a dance hall drug
you can't wait to fall in love

//

Yeah so school started at 9.10 AM
but we had so many breaks, I was slacking off

Math lecture and tutorials were crappy
I hate Vectors, period

Kerine helped plait my hair during breaks (:
so maybe I'll let pictures do the talking

Kerine and Mei Ni decided to pin up Marcus's hair..

and targetted Kenny next
okay I know you can't really see my plait
:/

I was just trying to add some life into CSE lecture

Met Love at container classrooms after school about six
had dinner with his family (:

I could be that somebody
and I'd be the one for you

//

I shall be a good girl now
and finish up my leftover History articles
revise Chemistry
and start on Math P&C

//

Now I'm so tired
I can't blog no more

So goodnight lovelies

//

I've heard every album
listened to the radio
waited for something to come along

XOXO

/ Sunday, January 27, 2008

I'll update, like I said I would

I got kinda emo again last night
was thinking about a lot of things
friends, family, myself, life
what I've been through the whole week
how much and how many times I've been there
I can't figure out why I cried so hard
my eyes were swollen when I woke up

It's gonna be hard sleeping with Clover and Womby tonight
all I have for company is Mr. Octopus
yeah I'm not as comfortable with him just yet

//

CVD yesterday wasn't as smashing as I thought it would be
:(well, at least for me)

My class were selling clay keychains and CNY decorations
I think a lot of aunties who patronized our stall got conned by us :/ HEH HEH HEH
our pricing for the CNY stuff was so much higher than those sold in places like Chinatown
:X

An artistic picture that Thinesh took on Friday before the funfair
(I think it's just his camera heehee)

That's Eddie and our poster
we're selling sex (:

Yeah walked around the school with Kenny
checked out the other stalls
I didn't really help out at my own stall
cos it was just so boring

I decided not to venture into the Haunted House
cos I went there with Kenny, YY and Ai Shan fifteen minutes earlier
they told us to come back later
I saw some girl with white and red paint come out of the door and it was so damn SCARY :/
only to realize later that it was just Gaya

Anywayyy
Jun Yan and his other friend were walking around trying to scare little girls like me ):

Mmm, nice try

Waited till noon, found Dea and ran through my performance song like once
and performed at 1.15 PM
that's one highlight (:

VP Wong and other teachers got dunked (damn fun I tell you)
whoa I think all the students were having a blast just watching them get dunked (:

Kenny caught in the midst of clapping while watching the performance
(please don't ask me why he's sitting under a potted plant)

Hannah the neh neh
let it go, okay?
I don't wanna see you cry

KE-RINE!
Your throat was dying,
but the performance was great anyway!
(:

A lot of lacquer was wasted on Joash's clay flower
but it's super nice isn't it
shining like anything under the sun

Okay fast foward
at the end of the day we were helping Shian pack up
and we decided to make a simple hamper (Li Lan HAHAHAH :)
out of the remaining disposable cups and a Milo can
Siaosers
but they make me laugh :D

I can be very, very retarded

//

Mmmm, today
woke up, did Math and felt pathetic

Got out of the house to meet Bestie and Ivy at Tiong Mall :D
they went to have their haircut while I did my work at LJS
yeah and Bestie accompanied me till about six plus, we talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh
then I waited for Love at the station
and we ate at the food court (:

I've got some work left
but I've lost all heart to do

Because sometimes I just feel
that I always give people so much
I get so little in return

It's not that I want everything I gave others, back
..
I don't know how to explain

//

So maybe I wasn't the perfect daughter
I'm rude, I give you one word answers
I'm unreasonable, I don't want to go into KL just cos you want me to
and you say I should be more giving and understanding

I'm not perfect
do you even understand
why is it that I always show you the pictures I take with my friends
you're more concerned about my face?
Why do I always end up feeling like I don't even belong
and that I'm not meant to be here at all?

I did try, I tried and I was trying
I tried to love you
but because of you
I've fallen apart so many times
so now I'm not gonna try anymore

//

I think we should strike a match
we'll hold it to the wind
and see how long it lasts
We can make time stand still

XOXO

/ Saturday, January 26, 2008

I learned to be strong
and now,
I must be strong again

Young girl, don't cry I'll be right here when world starts to fall

//

I'll blog about the CVD, tomorrow
For now
maybe some sleep will do me good

I officially proclaim January
the most emo month of this year
(so far)

XOXO

/ Friday, January 25, 2008

Thanks Char (:
it was hard watching you this way today
I was holding the tears back
and yeah on the train I thought about it
I realized how much everyone means to me
not only you, Char
but everybody else,
whether near or far

The heartbreak there and then felt good
because now I've learnt to hold on
so much tighter to all that I've known

I'm dedicating this song to ALL of you okay!
(:

HERE I AM - LEONA LEWIS

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
most of the time

Who can you really trust
who do you really know?
Is there anybody out there
who can make you feel less alone?
Sometimes you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
if you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
When you need some shelter from the rain
when you need a healer for your pain
I will be there, time and time again
When you need someone to love you
here I am

If you have broken dreams
just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
so take my hand

If you reach emptiness
you know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
that I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

If you need a place where you can run
if you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend
If you need some shelter from the rain
if you need a healer for your pain
I will be there, time and time again
When you need someone to love you
here I am

Everybody needs somebody who
can keep a heart and soul in two

//

HOMEWORK ):

> CA1 Math Block Test Re-do
> GP Political Ideology quiz thing
> GP research on PM's speech :/
> CSE Proposal
> CSE Source Based
> Chemistry ; Chemical Equilibrium (five main points)
> 4 SEA + 4 Int. History articles
> SEA Essay

Welcome to the JC2 hell-hole

//

At the end of the day
I'm always grateful to have you still

XOXO

/ Thursday, January 24, 2008

This week's been a whirlwind,
I'm so sorry for the lack of updates ):

MONDAY

Nothing much,
but I know Char snapped photos of herself again on my phone
so I can store and keep (yes I know)

See, same old Char
okay luh, still love you to the max can! (:

TUESDAY

Shan't elaborate on what happened at Math tutorial
pissed me off :/

Went to NorthPoint after school to buy clay with Kenny, Lala and Hannah dear (:
we're making clay keychains for CVD :]
please support us okay!

I took damn long to mould an "L" :/

The "L" I made is somewhere there luh
and with Lala around,
anything you want to mould is possible! (:

HANNAH DEAR! :]
I'll be here, always!

Auditions for CVD performance at five
think I screwed up "Our Song"
yeah sang a group song with Sudi and Kerine

Taken during the auditions
I swear black and white looks horrible on me

Stayed back till about six plus to watch the rest of the auditions
had dinner with Love and family (thanks :)

Do you know how much it felt like home?
Maybe, maybe this could just be it

WEDNESDAY

I was already trying to catch up with my lack of sleep
but for all I know homework will be piling up on me like Mount Everest anyway
which reminds me that I still have tons of work waiting, dang

Char and Hannah wore their old school uniforms again

Don't I look cute!

Squash had me pissed off, again :/
cos this completely new PAE guy butted into our game
when we were supposedly his "seniors"
and yeah my shots were rusty too :(
so I know I made a fool out of myself

Had dinner at Macs with Shian and Hannah (: (:
"girl-talked", Hannah would put it
whee ~

TODAY

Kenny made me laugh one whole lot
said we could do LION DANCE for CVD
HAHAHAHAHA OMGzZxXx
:D

This is Kenny!

CHAR again :D
I love the hair!

Our class was forced to stay back for extra Math tutorial, till five
and yeah I met Dea, Sudi, Kerine and Hannah at the guitar room to jam and practice awhile
I don't care, we're sticking to "Our Song"
(:

//

School's a life sucker
but your smile's my life saver

I'm learning to live and live without
and just believe me
we'll emerge stronger, somehow

//

We'll see our name in city lights
& we'll come alive

XOXO

/ Monday, January 21, 2008

I'm just trying to be strong
but my chances are running out

I'll fall
and hit the ground

And maybe
I'll wake up another person

//

I need the sleep
but then again
I think I can stay up all night

I think there's a lot on my mind

//

Standing up for my best friend
it isn't that difficult
Because I remember making that promise
when you call
I'll be there

//

In life you'll never learn
if you always choose to take the easy way out

//

Maybe,
tomorrow

XOXO

/ Sunday, January 20, 2008

It's been an absolutely boring stay-home Sunday
and thanks to the medication
I think I'm sleepy

//

Sometimes I think
I can be a horrid person
Like someone who has said something
and then wished she could take it back
and say it in a different way
-sigh

//

I think I'm just tired and restless
a little moody about myself, perhaps

Hopefully I'll bring to you some happier news tomorrow

//

Scribbled out the truth with their lies
& I thought you should've known me by now

XOXO

/ Saturday, January 19, 2008

My flu seems to have gone away
so has my cough

Please please let me be in perfect shape
for the audition on Tuesday

//

FRANKIE BOY CAME DOWN TO GRAMS TODAY (: (:

I was trying to take shots with him

"Wah lao, cam whore uh!"

Obviously, he hasn't changed one bit,

since he's still his crazy self ;)

I couldn't help but chuck myself in the kitchen
to disturb him while he was eating

He actually froze there to take this shot with me
hahaha
look at the noodle on his mouth!

Hey army boy
you the bomb :D
I miss our childhood pillow fights
and us running wild around the house
Oh dang,
look at how much we've grown

And I've missed you

//

My PSP doesn't seem to wanna connect to my computer
so yeah I guess I'm just gonna have to rely on my MP3 for my songs now

It's 12.16 AM
surprise surprise -
I'm not tired

//

I'm still learning
to try and touch the sun
my fingers' burning
To be lost before you are found

XOXO

/ Friday, January 18, 2008

Hello you

I skipped school today
due to my silly flu and cough and what-not ):
I miss everyone

I was re-doing my Chem Block Test MCQ
and I realized I could actually do them
AND obtain higher marks
I don't know what's wrong with me then
maybe it's the same mental block
that I used to get for Math back in Secondary school :/

Which reminds me, somehow
that I have yet to start on my SEA homework
due 28th Jan, right after CVD

And yay
auditions for CVD are not today, but next Tues
5PM in the Hall
(:

I've tried to start on my proposal for Independent Study for CSE
which, fyi, is on the role of women in China (feminist?)
but my mind is a total blank

Oh oh
I want to watch Cloverfield
and 27 Dresses
(:

I apologize for all the randomness, once again
it's just me
so I'm gonna go have some slack-time now, whee

//

I was looking through my pictures taken when I was in China
it makes me happy

//

But then again
I'm still

I am falling down
try and stop me
It feels so good to hit the ground
& you can watch me
Fall right on my face
it's an uphill human race
I'm falling down

I'm left here wondering
why it isn't me

XOXO

/ Thursday, January 17, 2008

No matter how weak I may be
or how far I've fallen on my way down
I'm still gonna be strong
for us
for you
(& you should too :)

Nothing special, but
happy eighteen months
precious

(:

XOXO

/ Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The smell of your skin lingers
on me now

I hope you know

//

I'm falling sick ):
this morning I woke up with a little soreness
now it has spread over my whole throat
And I think the CVD's audition is on the coming Friday?
Damn, I'm screwed

Mummy has no sore throat medicine ): ):

Well today
played pool at Cine with AiShan
Love came after
and we all watched AVP2
which wasn't so bad after all

Had dinner
then home

):

//

I'll sleep early

//

I DON'T WANNA FALL SICK PLEASE

//

& she said,
"Don't push me away."

XOXO

/ Tuesday, January 15, 2008

You are not really geeky

You may like a few things that are geeky, but overall you aren’t really much of a geek.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

TAKE THAT, SUCKERS!
I'm no mugger, I'll mug only when I have to
BUT
it's always good to be prepared
(:

//

Okay so screw the block tests
there's no question that I am doomed for SSSP
so yeah okay whatever alright

I miss a lot of people, I realized
took some shots before my CSE paper today
cos I was "drowning" in China

Hello Char :D
I miss you truckloads youknow
cos you always make me happy!

JUN YAN (:
now what do I do to make you smile your biggest smile?
Study hard alright! Make us proud :]

Hello yello wello zellos Kerine-Os
hahahaha
we'll have another smashing performance on CVD aye!
And I'm glad you learnt how to let go, if you know what I mean (:
oh and I owe you a lollipop!

Silly shots x)

Don't ask me what Hannah was trying to say or do
cos I was too busy laughing after that
HAHAHAH

Hannah,
it's hard putting on the facade day after day
but you're getting stronger
I can see it already
(:

This is Char with her Lover's this-thing-is-too-darn-big-for-me jacket
>:(Stop having affairs, I tell you!)

I don't know what Kenny was doing either
hahaha but he looks damn funny

(:

Shian is currently on the food-hunt
that I know too well (;

//

It's been raining so so heavily
and I'm still afraid of the lightning and thunders
Seems like no matter how hard I try not to cover my ears
I still get that same old fear

Hmmmm
I think I'm supposed to do the Vectors' tutorial
but I'm just too tired,
for now

//

I need to step outside
just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder and I said
your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
so bring on the rain
and listen to the thunder

XOXO

/ Monday, January 14, 2008

Cos all the roads, they lead to where you are

And all the streetlights shine like they were stars

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
you're only in my dreams

XOXO

/ Friday, January 11, 2008

What is Your Sexual Personality?

You are a CLOSET FREAK!
You let out your freak occasionally, but you have so much left to accomplish! There is something deeply naughty about the way you approach sex, you just need to find someone to unleash your inner beast. Find them and find yourself!

Heeheehee! I like! (:

//

I had too much playtime today
but it's all worth it

I've been counting on my fingers
and I really want forever

//

Chemistry was screwed,
so yeah

I'm tired so I'm going to sleep (:

//

Let's linger for a little longer
cos you make me shiver
& we could make every moment last

XOXO

/ Thursday, January 10, 2008

Life's just too unpredictable,
maybe I'll just stick to that

Blocks are starting for me tomorrow
and they've put Math AND History on the same day AGAIN
so I'm just wondering if they still have any trace of sanity left

Well good luck to me, then
and same goes to my dearest 125-o-seven (hahaha)
and my current class 224
(:

And of course, to you, Love
:]

Surprisingly I'm feeling calm,
despite the fact that tomorrow I'll be tested on Organic Chem
Hmmmm

//

Introduced myself to some nice songs recently,
especially those of Leona Lewis and Taylor Swift
which reminds me that there has been no word of any performance for CVD
):

//

Hannah dear,
sometimes I can't seem to find the words to make you just a tad better
but when I say I know, I really do
so here's just a little something for you

When you need some shelter from the rain
when you need a healer for your pain
I will be there, time and time again
When you need someone to love you,
here I am

Now please be strong,
because I want the Hannah that I always knew,
back.

//

Just take it away,
but they can never take yesterday

XOXO

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