Its about time I change my blogskin.

But first,

HAPPY 2007 PEOPLE! (= Have a great year lah ah. I don't know what else to say cuz I'm almost brain-dead now. And remember, the more of the past you carry around, the less room you have for the present(:

New Year Resolutions? I don't have much. I can't think of any cuz I'm seriously brain-dead already.

Maybe tomorrow.

Or the day after.

But school's starting in like 2 days' time. AHH ~ But I'm looking forward to it. Making new friends. Experiencing new things in a totally different environment. Yups.

Ok. Thats it for now. I'll blog tomorrow. I mean, a few hours later. Its already 1st of Jan, 2007.

WHEE.

Oh and to my sweet knight - I will overcome the fear this year. I'll TRY. =X

Before I slept last night, I saw my Dad still smoking and drinking beer in the living room, stinking up the whole place.

And this morning he accused me of not sleeping the whole night just because I woke up earlier than him and Mom.

The booze and nicotine must have done him badly.

I think I must really get out of my house for some FRESH AIR after my haircut today.

Oh here he goes again, lighting up another cigarette.

OH MY GOD.

I was just looking through my Friendster pics, those I took on Graduation, and I realized,

I MISS SCHOOL.

I miss school already. OH MY GOD.

There's this dull pang that just hit me hard in the hollowest part of my heart.

And shit I knew what that feeling was.

I missed school.

But then again, JC is starting soon.

AHHHHH ~~~

Okay. I'm gonna swear because I can't take it anymore.

It's fucking Christmas.

And my Mom does a fucking good job of pissing me on the FIRST DAY of Christmas.

For crying out loud, its only the first day. And it happens EVERYTIME. Like all the past years, she pisses me off during the Christmas days, right until her birthday which is on the 28th, and then when she sees my present, she acts all regretful and hugs me and all. FUCCCCCCCCCCK.

I'm not angry. I'm just... Its Christmas lah. I mean, who wants to wake up to a world like that?

I'm sorry sweet knight, I didn't want to wake you up to tell you about my Mom cuz you need your sleep.

I just feel I don't deserved to be treated like this. I'm sixteen after all.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!! (((:


WHOOOO~

Ah, yes. Its already Christmas Eve.

I am so drained.

I feel so completely powerless.

But then again, I feel so high(:

Hello all.

It is Christmas Eve tomorrow.

Things haven't been too good at home, my Mom keeps dampening my spirits saying it will rain tomorrow. I feel like swearing and its so hard to keep it in.

Okay. Count backwards from 10.

So anyway. Watched the Jay Chou show a few days back. Ah, yes. Curse of the Golden Flower.

It is soooooooooooooo sad. I had tears misting under my eyelids. Anyway, you should watch it. Jay looks fine in that show. I'll give it 4 and a half stars out of 5.

I'm done with Christmas shopping for my loved ones and friends. Haven't shopped for my Mom's birthday present, which is like, 3 days after Chrismtas. AHHH.

Anyway, to whoever it may concern, I don't really care what you guys think of me, or of us. Its not anybody fault that things had to end up this way.

So bye. (=

Something I have seen when I looked out of my window is that the weather has improved significantly.

Hmmmm.

Now the sun is shining like crazy. Yesterday it was still pouring even up till 1.30AM.

Oh well. My dear knight will be coming back today, and now I can look forward to... Something to look forward to? (:

MISS YOU NIGHTS - WESTLIFE

I've had many times
I can tell you
Times when innocence I'd trade for company
And children
Saw me crying
I thought I had my share of that
But these miss you nights
Are the longest

Midnight diamonds
Stud my heavens
Southward burning like jewels that are in your place
And the warm winds that embrace me
Just as surely kissed your face
Yeah those miss you nights
They're the longest

Lay down all thoughts of your surrender
Its only me who's killing time
Lay down all dreams once remembered
Its just the same
This miss you game

Thinking
Of my going
How to cut the thread and leave it all behind
Looking windward for my comfort
I take each day as it arrives
But these miss you nights
Are the longest

But these miss you nights...
Are the longest.

IT SHOULD STOP RAINING.

ARRRRGHHHHH.

I have been searching tirelessly for many days for a really really nice skin and I am getting very irritated by the fact that nobody produces the type of skins that I want.

RAR*

And of course it has been raining endlessly, "scattered thunderstorms" they call it. I saw lightning far off the in the distance a couple of times today, but I didn't get scared. Perhaps I'm starting to get rid of the fear after all. Thanks sweetheart (=

The rain's just been going on and off, and when it rains, it really pours. And it gets all cold everywhere. We should start building fireplaces in our homes. That would be really very nice.

I'm susceptible to cold. Very vulnerable indeed.

2 more days and he'll be back again. Can't wait. I will not cry this time because I promised to be strong.



IT MIGHT BE YOU

Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand, watching sea birds fly
Wishing there could be
Someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place, would I recognize the face?
Something's telling me it might be you
All of my life

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to make
And with so much love to make
I think we're gonna need some time
Baby all we need is time
And its telling me it might be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be true
All of my life

I've been singing love songs of lullaby
And there's so much more
No one's had before
Something's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Baby its you
I've been waiting for all of my life

Its only been a few hours and I'm already on the I-Miss-You kind of songs.

I promised to be strong, so I will be.

The hours seem to crawl by now. The minutes even. The seconds. The milliseconds. The fraction of a seconds.

Oh I know.

I need to occupy myself.

NOW.

Never travel back home from Aljunied alone. Never ever.

I don't want to elaborate. Just don't. And especially when its raining and you're cold and all.

At night. Its even worse.

Yup.

I'm very tired now.

I can cook ramen and it doesn't taste so bad. SUPPER XD

Was out the whole day today and my feet are aching. My Mom is a better walker and shopper than me, sad to say =(

Yups. So anyway I woke up earrrrly in the morning just to see a stupid face specialist. The condition of my face happens to be improving so I wish my Mom would stop telling me things would be better if I had seen a doc earlier and bla bla..

Went for lunch at the Village at Bugis. You know the one that replaced Marche but every damned thing inside looks EXACTLY the same? They just changed the name of the restaurant, for crying out loud.



Here you go.

Then shopped along Orchard for clothes. I think my Mom bought me my whole set of Christmas presents already. And I won't ask for more.

I got like a white tank top, a brown mini.. Then trekked down to Far East where I found slippers (which were apparently, 2 sizes SMALLER than my usual size) and we kept walking around in circles on the first floor and I finally got another one of those mini-jackets. Oh oh, plus 4 pairs of socks. It was going for like 4 for $10 so yupp.

Then finally Mummy had the right state of mind to sit us down at Gelare for a drink because my legs were screaming for a rest. I ordered a milkshake and my Mom had to spoil the fun by saying it tasted like normal Ovaltine.

AH.

Went down to Grans for dinner. Went back home.

Oh and since Blogger has finally allowed me to post the pictures up here, I shall show you the night sky I captured. Not as nice, but I love these kinda scenaries.





Okie. Not so nice lah ah. My photography skills not there one.

Oh and check out my sweet lil pet.



Whee. So cute hor? She insisted on wearing my pink spectacles.

Oh well.

People should start appreciating night skies.

And I will put the pictures up once Blogger decides to let me upload them here. I get this problem EVERYTIME.

The Holiday:
For somebody who is in need of a good cry, or for somebody who needs to realize the meaning of love and what it will truly mean to you now, or in the future. I was like half laughing and sniffing through-out. Must watch hor. Snuggle into the arms of your loved ones or just huddle together with close girlfriends, you'll love it either way(: I'll give it five out of five stars. YAY.

Okie. Bye bye for now.

COME WHAT MAY

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear, it sings?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I'll love you
Until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may collide, stars may collide
But I love you
I love you
Until the end... of time
Until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love..... you

I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying day.

Movie reviews, anyone? Monsoon season now, its raining outside and its 12.24AM. Hello and goodnight everybody.

Casino Royale:
Loads and loads of gun-shots. 1/3 sex scenes, LOL. Half the time they're fighting, the other half they're communicating in English (: The guy replacing the orginial 007 is kinda hot with his ocean blue eyes, he can fight. The women are gorgeous. But since the whole movie was overall a keep-shooting-the-enemy-and-keep-your-mouth-shut, I'd give it 2 and a half stars out of 5.

Step Up:
Nobody can deny the degree of hotness of the male lead actor, er, whats his name again? I know its Tyler, duh. CHANNING TATUM. Yes. Drop-dead gorgeous. This show is perfect for those who love both music and dance put together, with a dash of ballet, hip-hop and R&B. I want the CD, I want the DVD. I'd give it 5 stars out of 5.

Happy Feet:
It was rated that there were some frightening scenes, but the only scary part was when the big seal came out. So my knight and I concluded that it was rated for kids lah. Hahas. An okay-okay show. Lots of tap-dancing tho'. But I really like the small lil' penguins. I mean, they're so cute and witty. But still, the show didn't quite appeal. 3 out of 5 stars.

Flags of our Father (NC16):
Based on war when America attacked Japan. Too many flashbacks, too many gory scenes. I mean, there were like soldiers dying on the battlefields with bullets in their bodies and you can see their comrades trying to dig it out. OUCH. And the show was based on one stupid flag and who planted it on top of this hill of Iwo Jiwa, this Japanese island. In the end almost everyone died, leaving 3 guys left, and they just kept flashing back. I was squirming in my seat wanting the show to end because it was taking too long. Yup. 3 out of 5 stars.

Eragon:
WHEE. Good show. *Thumbs up* For fantasy-lovers. When the movie started I was thinking this show would be nice for Harry Potter lovers (by the way the Order of the Phoenix is coming soon YAY :D) and those who love fantasy. An inspiring, heart-warming show that will make you want to cry at some scenes, and yet the others will make you laugh. And that dragon is sooo beautiful. I'd give it 4 out of 5 stars.

Okay. It has stopped raining.

LALALA.

Listening to: How to Touch a Girl - Jojo

Great song. =)

Okay I wrote this poem wayyyy back. Just finished the third stanza today.



Its the way our hands fit
The way our fingers entwine
The way our smiles become a kiss
To share a love divine.

Its the way our eyes meet
The way they begin to shine
The way our heartbeat races
To share a love so fine.

Its the way our bodies close
The way of a spurt of love
The way we know we were meant to be
To share a love thats worth.

I feel my appetite coming back.

People been saying I've been losing weight.

But now I'm gaining it BACK. MUAHAHA.

I feel very hungry now. I could eat like 2 packets of Mee Goreng.

God. This is making my mouth water.

Okay. Anyways.

PROM!!

PEOPLE, WE NEED YOUR STRENGTH!! WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT!!

SCHOOL HALL. 12TH JANUARY, FRIDAY.

PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE CONFIRM YOUR ATTENDANCE WITH ME BEFORE THE END OF NEXT WEEK.

TICKET PRICING? ORGANISERS WILL TRY THEIR VERY BEST TO PUT IT BELOW 35 BUCKS.

MADE UP YOUR MIND?

DROP ME A MESSAGE OR GIVE ME A CALL. 98357979 (This number is NOT for sale).

LOVE Y'ALL. SPREAD THE WORD.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHH.

I'm starting to see dark rings under my eyes.

And I seriously look horrible.

PLUS that stupid pimple that popped out of nowhere.

Either I've been sleeping too late, or

I've been waking up too early, or

being a lousy make-up person I am, the black mascara must have somehow flaked down to the bottom of my eyes.

And I swear I look like that guy in My Chemical Romance video "Welcome to the Black Parade".

Except that I didn't purposely COLOUR the area under my eye black. His is far more grotesque than mine.

Whatever.

YAYEE.

ONE WOMBAT.

ONE CUP.

ONE SPONGEBOB SHIRT.

<3333333

Hello people.

I am suddenly craving for the sphaghetti I ate at Swensens today.

I mean, it was nice lah.

And my knight had to said it looked like.... YA. =X

HAHAHS.

YES.

HE'S BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK.

And we're gonna rock the town for our FUN.

WHEEE ~~

PEOPLE!

PROM DATE SHIFTED TO 12TH JAN, FRIDAY.

SCHOOL HALL.


In the meantime...

The organizers are in need of performers. Please go to Sebastian if you're interested.

C'mon guys.

ITS THE PROM.

PROM!!

Take it as your final chance to shine in your best outfit!

Spread the word y'all.

CHEERS.

I...

Have absolutely nothing to talk about.

Been busy tho'. Mapling 1/3 of the time. The rest of the hours I kill 'em by staring into space and wishing that time could fly by just a lil faster.

I feel so effing bored.

*YAWNS*