YOURGIRLFRIEN:D

ALREADY GONE

2009-09-28T18:07:00.003+03:00

HELLO PEOPLE, I HAVE MOVED TO

http://lovelessfromars.tumblr.com/

SEE YOU THERE

Feels Like I Gotta Let Go of the Way it was Before

2009-09-27T15:00:00.003+03:00

Tell me what am I feeling

Well it's hard to explain

Like underwater breathing

Swimming in rain

BLOGGER IS BEING WEIRD AGAIN :(

I really want to move to Tumblr. I really do, but :(

Oh, this colorless life :/

Gate Theory of Pain

2009-09-21T14:57:00.003+03:00

"The idea that pain messages must pass through a gate, presumably in the spinal cord, that can block the messages."

Accomplishments! The work doesn't end - I feel exhausted :/

ESL407
- Journal Assignment [X]
- Coherence Exercises [X]
- Final Essay on Personality Fad [X]
PSY101
- Study for Quiz 2 (3.2, 3.3 and 4) [X]
SOC101
- Read Chapter 2 [ ]
- Find article for group presentation [X]
MTH115
- Study for Quiz 2 (Chapter 2) [X]
COM101
- Project concepts [X]
- Blog [X]

You were all that mattered

As For Me, I'll be Okay

2009-09-18T18:18:00.006+03:00

If you are what you say you are, a superstar

then have no fear, the crowd is here

And the lights are on

and they wanna show, oh oh oh

ESL407

- Journal Assignment [ ]

- Coherence Exercises [X]

- Final Essay on Personality Fad [X]

PSY101

- Study for Quiz 2 (3.2, 3.3 and 4) [X]

SOC101

- Read Chapter 2 [ ]

- Find article for group presentation [ ]

MTH115

- Study for Quiz 2 (Chapter 2) [ ]

COM101

- Project concepts [ ]

- Blog [X]

Not gonna post much, just gonna flood all you wonderful people of pictures that we took in school :)

Judging from my workload, you can tell how much I'm left with to do :(

I was playing L4D in MegaBytes HAHAHA

five hours' break pls

bloody hell couldn't tap into NP's connection because I was sitting too far :/\/

This day's spinning

circus on a wheel

We Made our Way by Finding What was Real

2009-09-15T19:02:00.004+03:00

I have to blog tonight, because it felt like Home.

Thanks Social Commies, really, for making it all complete - haven't felt this way in a while :)

Nothing to lose

but everything to gain

Not the One

2009-09-13T15:59:00.003+03:00

I'll drown in my tear storming sea

That would show you

that would make you hurt like me

Sentosa was much fun, thanks HBG :)

Pictures another time perhaps, Blogger is being weird again

Back to school tomorrow, which means more JUBEEJUBEE/Hot Stuff/Biker Boy/Adidas/Jay Chou etc :}

I've never been so disappointed with anyone

but you

Almost Lovers Always Do

2009-09-09T18:23:00.002+03:00

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

without you on my mind

School so far has been fun but getting slightly tiring

COM101 quiz yesterday, PSY101 today

and the other three next week but I won't die

I swear I won't

(HOT STUFF! :)

Pictures :)

'

//

So long, my luckless romance

my back is turned on you

Hiatus

2009-09-07T18:01:00.001+03:00

Am thinking of moving to Tumblr.com, since Blogger's problems never seem to be resolved :/

Till then, I'll be back :)

Watch this space, fellow aliens!

Twenty-One Guns

2009-09-01T18:08:00.002+03:00

' Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy -- the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation. '

Eric Hoffer

A Passionate State of Mind

Skyway Avenue

2009-08-30T13:20:00.008+03:00

Where are your guts to fly

Soaring through the night

And if you take that last step I'll follow you

Leave the edge and fly

we're finally alive

Weekends with HBG + Char was awesome :)

won't blog much, all my words are still conjoined

BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW :||

& it's the safest place to be

I've Become Comfortably Numb

2009-08-28T19:55:00.001+03:00

"See, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it. And the very act of living is a tide: at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded."

Can't Forget to Breathe Slow

2009-08-26T17:33:00.003+03:00

We're pulling apart and coming together

again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together

pull it together, together again

IE has been acting up recently, and so I'm blogging via Opera now

after receiving recommendations that it's quite safe

Hopefully my blog posts don't get conjoined again :(

SIM-UB Fall Orientation 'o9 at Sentosa was cool

albeit the long talks in the morning we still had fun (Mentos VS Skittles, hahaha)

and aside from smelling like sand, tomato ketchup and flour :/

My OG won a $60 Swensens voucher wheehee

made several new friends, more to come :)

I'm just not sure if I'm ready to start school

Okay I'm hungry so bye

You're almost devoid

& so am I

Wuthering Heights

2009-08-24T17:40:00.004+03:00

'You teach me now how cruel you've been - cruel and false. Why did you despise me? Why did you betray your own heart, Cathy? I have not one word of comfort - you deserve this... You loved me - then what right had you to leave me? What right - answer me - for the poor fancy you felt for Linton? Because degradation, and death, and nothing that God or satan could inflict would have parted us, you, of your own will, did it. I have not broken your heart - you have broken it - and in breaking it, you have broken mine.'

-Vol II, Chapter I

I Can't Breathe, Too

2009-08-21T18:50:00.000+03:00

One word turns into a why is it the smallest things that tear us down My world's nothing when you don't I'm not here without a shield can't go back now
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing These times we climb so fast to fall again
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had
I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield

Guilty Pleasure

2009-08-17T19:57:00.002+03:00

& maybe someday I'll believe

that we are all a part of some bigger plan

Tonight I just don't give a damn

if the world is ending

I'm throwing a party

(We're getting down till the sun's coming up)

Maybe I'm Trying, Trying Too Hard

2009-08-10T19:27:00.003+03:00

' "A runaway train is an accident. Me, I'll jump in front of the tracks. I'll even tie mself down in front of the speeding engine. There's some illogical part of me that still believes if you want Superman to show up, first there's gotta be someone worth saving." '

We Were Never Meant for Do or Die

2009-08-03T06:47:00.003+03:00

Started with a perfect kiss then
we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

//

August - I dread August :(
People with birthdays in August please don't get the wrong idea
My past Augusts were weeks of emotional breakdown
please don't let this year be the same too

//

"It is so easy to think that the world revolves around you, but all you have to do is stare up at the sky to realize it isn't that way at all."

Maybe you should look around too, you know

//

I didn't want us to burn out

I Can't Be Who You Are

2009-07-29T19:17:00.002+03:00

There used to be a greying tower alone on the sea

You became the light on the dark side of me

Love remains a drug that's the high

and not the pill

If this post doesn't have freaking paragraphs again

I shall find a way to make it more organized I swear

Bloody helllllllz

Hello Bestie/Ivy/Kelin/Li Wen -

I love you all HAHA

please let's just go club :)

SILENCIO!

Am still awaiting my letter from UB

that's why I check the mailbox everyday and snigger at rubbish mail

Okay I'm gonna read my PT handbook

still have a lot to prove :(

It's getting hard to count on you

Never Say Never

2009-07-26T19:35:00.004+03:00

Under your command

I will be your guardian

When all is crumbling

steady your hand

Deepest and most sincere apologies for the stagnant blog

Blogger has been anal; the posting page was screwed up

which leaves me a very uninspired person

killing my enthusiasm to share my pictures with you :(

Nevertheless, I shall continue to be most active on Facebook

I miss all of my friends, wherever you are

"Gatherings" and "Meet-ups" are just mere words, somebody take action please

I'm saying this because I have been an organizer for such little trips - I'm stepping down, so there :)

Godspeed the days please

I want my Daddy back soooooooooooooon

Can't wait for school to begin :)

There's some things we don't talk about

rather do without

Shouldn't Have Let You Conquer Me Completely

2009-07-17T19:40:00.002+03:00

Oh no, it's bad
got me feeling so weak when you're holding my hand
You smile, I die
I don't know when you end and when I begin

//

"That's why they say that the human body extends its antennae to engage with another human body, only to draw back when disaster strikes. And I'm drawing back because not all sorts of vulnerabilities are beautiful."
-Taken from some anon. blog which I have no link to cos I ripped it off someone else's blog

Too much salted popcorn gives you a weird throat
and new shoes gives you itchy blisters

P.S: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince was only alright

Daddy's coming home :)

Goodnight world

//

Happy 3rd year

State of Change

2009-07-13T18:25:00.003+03:00

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
& I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning grey

//

Okay my ass

I've forgotten when I let you treat me this way
was I really being such a fool

But I won't let all this pain
make me fall apart again

//

There's nothing left to prove
you're just not worth this fight

Don't Trust Me

2009-07-10T19:28:00.003+03:00

You're all that I hoped I'd find
in every single way
and everything I could give
was everything you couldn't take

//

Back to YJ yesterday with Lala
nice to see Uncle Jackson and all of my lovelies again :)
And I'm lazy to upload pictures, I'm tired so here's three of them

Andddd finally Ice Age 3 in 3D today
wasn't fantastic, but oh well

//

Your misery and hate
will kill us all

Made Imperfect for You

2009-07-07T17:34:00.005+03:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for
when it's not worth dying for

//

YES finally Blogger has crumbled to my devastating power
we have fought a long and weary war
Our opponent has succumbed painfully, and thrown in the towel - admitting defeat
and thus, my rule shall reign

Last Sunday was much fun cos I got to eat Dim Sum lunch with my family
Cousin's treat again, he's the best I swear :)

And check out my little pot of tea
the Chrysanthemum bud is thrown into the hot water
and all I have to do is watch it slowly open and blossom - pretty!

Sucky photography skills, as usual
I left the Dim Sum early
so I could bus down to meet Bestie, Elix and Christina for karaoke!

Shake shake rattle rattle
irritates the hell out of her nyahaha

I was singing to "Just Dance" when my fingers cramped

Thanks guys, we'll meet up soon :D

Have been gobbling up large quantities of stale and rotting air since Monday
hopefully my lungs do not self-destruct (somehow, I don't know, don't ask)
life's miserable as hell when people are busy busy bees :(

//

I don't wanna be the blame
not anymore

Blogger Bug

2009-07-06T17:25:00.000+03:00

Hello earthlings :)
Blogger has refused to let me upload pictures and so, I shall wait
In the meantime, follow me on Facebook and (not so much) on Twitter!

Hush

2009-07-03T15:34:00.003+03:00

All you had to do was listen
does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one
but me

Your 19th

2009-06-28T12:43:00.007+03:00

Happy 19th Birthday baby
You'll be anchor that keeps my feet on the ground
I'll be the wings that keeps your heart in the clouds

//

Yesterday was Chloe's birthday :)
had buffet lunch with family at Holland V's cafe

Happy 1st Birthday sweetheart :)

Renay!

Pretty birthday fruit cake :)

In the late afternoon I bused down to Wheelock to meet HS and YS
to pick up the cake from N.Y.D.C
Trained down to Fish & Co. and waited for the rest of the boys (WF and KF)
to celebrate Love's birthday

Center of attraction :)
in the midst of the annoying Fish and Co. cheer as well as the birthday song

Mochamisu! :)

"Flap flap"

The look on HS's face upon uttering his ex's name - C ______
Girls, don't be fooled

HS & YS had a buddy buddy seafood platter meal HAHA

As usual, it was nothing but freaking NS all the way during dinner
It got so bad I wanted to hide under the table >(
Walked to Giraffe for drinks thereafter
Jack Daniels was horrible, sad to say
I'm so glad Li Wen introduced me to Mojita

I'm hungry

//

If this isn't enough
I don't know what is

Waking Up in Vegas

2009-06-25T15:02:00.009+03:00

Why are these lights so bright
did we get hitched last night
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes now

//

Despite my weariness yesterday evening, I walked my ass out to meet girlfriends for dinner at Lasalle's cafe
where Kelin worked as a waitress :)

Image-heavy post, bah bah black sheep
so unlike me

Waking up in Bugis HAHAHA
k nevermind

15 Minutes!
Friends Food Fame

Yan Ting also has spastic face okay

Food was ze bombz
thanks again Kelin for good service
-thumbs up

At the end of the meal, I was assigned the task of calculating each person's share
(again)
so I used my GC :)

I forgot what Li Wen was saying hahaha
don't kill me

Then it was War of the Utensils!

the Awesomes :D

Then, it was maniac time :)
and jump shots are never easy to do

My spazzzz face, for all to laugh at HAHAHA

Spiderman in civilian clothes

OMG I just realized these two pictures are taken like one or two seconds after the other

:D <3

//

Shut up and put your money
where your mouth is

I <3 Bumblebee

2009-06-23T20:21:00.003+03:00

I. Have. Watched. It., Beat. That. Suckerzx :)

I think I'd have to give it only four and a half stars out of five
because the scenes sort of changed too fast
and taking into consideration my minimal knowledge about the clash between the Autobots & Decepticons (did I even get the spelling right?)
conversations were abrupt and I yawned about twice :/
HAHA Bestie is gonna kill me hellooooo :)

And yes I must say, Megan Fox looks so insanely sexy
I still can't bring myself to believe she was... :(
(Oh the truth hurts, lies worse)

Mom was nagging when I got home, cos
movie = 9.50PM = 150 minutes of show = probably no late buses = cab = twice the charge
Not like I wanted it :(

//

I'd wish you could remember that sometimes
I'm not you

Give Me Reason

2009-06-21T17:12:00.004+03:00

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
there was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
and the ground caved in

//

Hello, my pictures are now inflated :)

Am not in the best of moods but I should blog
who reads, who cares anyway?

House-warming party at Seventh Aunt's place over the weekend :)
they have mirrors everywhere

Of course we had to bring Snowy

Chloe, my baby niece

I look as if I'm about to kidnap her hahaha

Awarded "Center of Attraction" of the year lolzxz

Frankie boy :)

//

I remembered black skies

It Was All Yellow

2009-06-19T17:56:00.002+03:00

Your skin and bones
turn into something beautiful
I jumped across for you
oh what a thing to do

//

Driving practical this afternoon was okay
was out on the road a second time
and I swear braking is the issue :/

NYNY again for dinner with Baby Dinosaur Gigantor (k I don't know how it's spelt :)
and Esplanade Rooftop, where I had an angsty fit hahaha
For you, I'd bleed myself dry

My deepest and most sincere apology to Hannah darling -
I'm sorry HBG can't hang tomorrow
We will after your Econs bloxxxx :)

Daddy's having a tough time in Algeria right now
there's no constant source of water for basic necessities
and the weather is 42 degrees Celsius
Hang in there Pops :(

As for now I'll need to focus and channel my energy
to making the most important person in my life happy

//

So if you love me
won't you let me know

I'm Yours

2009-06-17T16:58:00.003+03:00

But compared to your eyes
nothing shines quite as bright

//

Chalet = boys boys boys = NS
oh my goodness it was nothing but NS every five minutes :(

Watched many many DVDz and went to Wild Wild Wet hahaha
just floated around like the lazy humans we were in the Shiok River :)
Wholesome goodness overall anyway
lunch at NYNY today was awesomez :)

I'm tired
and sexy voice will disappear soon, I hope
I'm dying to sing :(

//

& somehow growing old
feels fine

The Kill

2009-06-12T12:48:00.002+03:00

Come break me down
bury me bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
you're killing me killing me
All I wanted was you

//

I've changed this skin (finally) after so many elephant years
It's navigational :/
but yet more space
which allows room for bigger and unglamorous frames

Am still feeling sore grouchy achy angsty from being self-quarantined for five days
and I'm not recovered
-throws confetti

All the silence I feel being cooped up at home is becoming very unsettling
I fear I might forget what a human's supposed to look like :O

Looks like I might not participate in Idol
just my luck to have taken ill the last week
There's always the next Season :)

Hasn't been a good week for me
and nothing's helping
(as usual)

//

I'm not running from you

Black & Gold

2009-06-09T15:08:00.005+03:00

I looked up into the grey sky
and see a thousand of eyes staring back
And all around, these golden beacons
I see nothing but black

//

Excuse the long hiatus, ladies and gentlemen
yours truly hasn't been in the pink of health

So as far as I know, a bunch of you are already aware that I'm participating in what they call they biggest singing contest ever

I started queuing with Bestie at 7.45AM and the line did not move until 11AM
Efficiency-wise, not good :(
as it caused poor girls like me to lose my voice and fall sick :(

I doubt I can even make it through the Producers' Round
with my throat all phlegmy still
Oh well, just my luck

OH OH at least I got to see Hady and brush past Gurmit at the Registrations counter :)

And making new friends, of course, halved the boredom during the endless wait
but still the scorching sun beat us hands-down at the end of the day

Izad with Bestie

Elix :)

When the lines starting to thin it was almost 5PM
and so all we had to do was register and get our registration numbers
plus a box of free Strepsils :O

Trained down to Orchard to meet HBG <3
dinnered at Waraku @ Heeren
and photos at Mac :)
HAHA love you guys TTM, and thanks for all your wishes and support!

Botak boys :)

Botak boys again
with the exception of Luke
whose hair seems to be sprouting out much rapidly than usual

Hannah loves me :D

Taken after my discovery of an absolutely explicit act at Macs ;)

//

From yesterday
it's coming

No Surprise

2009-06-03T19:42:00.004+03:00

Just be here now, against me
You know the words
so sing along for me baby

& I'd give my heart as an offering

//

Chicken Rice at Esplanade tonight (MAMA LEONG HAHAHA SOF ARE YOU READING! :)
and other random trash

Love's knees were hurting so he sat down somewhere while I shopped
bought a skirt from ZARA which was faithfully long enough not to reveal too much skin for Friday's interview
& why doesn't ZARA have discounts -sobs
I <3 GSS

I actually woke up this morning with a coughing fit leaving me contemplative about _ _ _ _

My bedroom's lightbulb got blown today
so lo and behold!
I've been plunged into a state of darkness :(

//

Our favorite places we used to go
the warm embrace that no one knows

Make-Up Smeared Eyes

2009-05-31T18:50:00.002+03:00

This drama sat shotgun
my eyes rained like autumn
Only the glovebox knows
how the story goes

//

That came so unexpectedly
and caught me off-guard
Didn't know it'd turn out to be so -
disappointing

I miss my Daddy
I hope he does too

//

Another dream wasted
on you

So Old School :

2009-05-28T18:25:00.001+03:00

Elementary Dating

Pink Tights & Plenty of Props

Popper Doms & Salad & Yoghurt & S**t

//

YAY ROWAN ATKINSON!

Crimson

2009-05-25T15:51:00.004+03:00

In my heart love keeps sweet-talking to despair
and goes on sleep-walking past hope

//

Hope was something that filled my sky
and a beacon that lit up the darkest routes
Now it's being ripped apart and stamped on
Decimated

Now I'm standing on the precipice of all that I promised myself

//

ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY
PEEVED

The Sky is Falling Through

2009-05-24T18:27:00.000+03:00

Been black and blue before
there's no need to explain

//

I am backkkk and have been freaking nineteen for eight days
this is my birthday post okay :)

Pictures + caption = I'm tired

First off, happy birthday to me

Oh oh and I watched "Angels & Demons" too
awesome show

and to the hell with Courtesy Movement

Picked Char, Hannah and Chris from Cine's Youth Park
met Love at market
Marcus and Shian came later
then steamboat at Grams!

Thank you allllllllllll for making it :D
and the gifts are whoo whee yay

Met up with Secondary school clique the following day
Lunch at Thai Express :)

The.. awkward lovers

Ivy, who is a fan of my loanshark face

Hello :)

This was me demanding that Ai Shan does not give me loose change again

This is the loanshark face

LATE-COMER!
HAHAHA

Li We & Ai Shan!

Jahan who left early :(
but at least made the effort to appear!

Yu Hwang :)

THEN we decided to watch "Wolverine: X Men Origins" after lunch
so we bought tickets
and saw galaxies and space ships appear on the screen
So we watched Star Men :) :)

Candid

Brian :)

Yu Ping :)
hey I loved your notebook, am gonna use it!

<3

//

I spent approximately five and a half days away from the Internet world
feeling extremely deprived :(
But there was Snowy!

Sentosa today with girlfriends was wholesome goodness hahaha
dinnered at Marche with Love & caught "Night at the Museum 2" = More wholesome goodness
photos another time - I have more important things to think about

I wanna tan some more :(

//

Taken back to the sidewalk
where we met
And carved out our names
do you remember that

Nine-What?

2009-05-15T17:55:00.001+03:00

Jeez, turning nineteen can be kinda sucky
and there's only less than an hour left
to take in whatever that's left of being.. eighteen

God I hate growing old :(

Jaded, Bated, All Alone

2009-05-13T16:53:00.002+03:00

A lonely song of freedom rings
in hope of someone listening and
so I send my feeble flare
through the silent arctic air
Heading anywhere
until at last I've finally found
a place to lay my anchor down

//

I haven't felt this way for a long time
well maybe I have
but only to realize it today

Surprisingly I miss my Daddy alot
though he's not around at home most of the time
something just doesn't feel right
and looking at family portraits, suddenly makes my heart wrench

Nothing's helping, really
nothing

//

Wishing on a two-way radio
& I might be better nowhere-bound

Copied & Pasted

2009-05-11T10:03:00.003+03:00

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
=(((
why u sound so angry =(

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
no ah

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
have
i know u very welll

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
dont have

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
have

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
no have

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
have

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
tsk

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
what is tsk

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
tsk is a sound you make when you feel that someone has not fully understood what you've said

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
why must make a sound

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
to show the other party that he or she is not getting the idea

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
=(

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
sigh

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
why u sigh

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
im gonna copy and paste this on my blog
our convo can be so funny

luke* | [X]tC.ストライダール/ | -noforcemparms -noforcemaccel -noforcemspd | IT ends tonight says:
dun want

debbie} try this on, straitjacket feeling says:
you cannot disable copy and paste
hahaha

The Candid Castaway

2009-05-11T07:27:00.004+03:00

We sat and watched the sun go down
picked a star before we lost the moon
I'll sing this somber serenade
the past is done we've been betrayed
it's true

//

Saturday was spent in town with girlfriends (Hannah, Char, Chris, Lynnette, Chermaine)
all over the place, got so tired walking :/
I WANT TO GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGG D:

Okay pictures!

We prefer blue :)

<3DLCHAR

I miss my Daddy :(

Etched with Marks, But I Can Deal

2009-05-04T18:41:00.009+03:00

Back me down from backing up

hold your breath now, it's stacking up

Take back now my life you're stealing
Yesterday was over

//

Had a most disoriented trip to Hong Kong
(because I shall continue to sulk and say I've never wanted to go there in the first place)
AND the swine flu simply causes my absolute zero interest in that place drop to beyond the negatives

Complaints aside, at least I did some shopping
and bought gifts for girlfriends :)

On the first day after checking in to Shamrock Hotel
we headed out to have some roadside Wanton Mee
as well as some shopping
Our hotel was less than twenty steps away from the nearest MTR station - convenience much!

Day two we took the city tour in the morning
where we stopped at

Victoria Peak

Free air-con outside, explains the jackets

As well as to Repulse Bay Beach

Took a little ferry

The rest of the day we had to ourselves
which meant more shopping and walking
During dinner we met up with Dad's friend who lives in HK

Hmmmm

Next was to the Avenue of Stars
where you can find cute little fingerprints of almost all the HK stars

Spectacular view, honestly more breath-taking at night

Tony Leung

JACKIE CHAN YAY :)

And so that was the very night the first confirmed swine flu case in HK struck
which caused me to immediately insist that we all should go home (health first, no?)
But my parents were stubborn as mules (as usual)
and so I flew back on my own :)

How very exciting

So yeah I had a most disoriented trip
and I would love you to bits if you do not bring it up again :)

//

The following pictures were taken when Frank came to visit me yesterday at Grams
using his Photo Booth on his laptop :)
More (un)glam ones on FB!

Straitjacket Feeling

2009-04-26T16:05:00.004+03:00

We are alive for a moment
one second in the great abyss of time
Will we find out that what we know exists inside of a fraction
of a fraction

//

As the city falls asleep
days bleed into the night

Hello & Goodbye Today

2009-04-21T18:36:00.002+03:00

& your slow shaking fingertips
show that you're scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone

You and me, flesh to flesh
'cause every breath that you will take
while you're sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
what's your fantasy

//

I think my guardian angel probably made a deal with Fate
and let me cheat for one day
Whoever said sacrifices don't result in painful consequences -
saying goodbye a second time was a little bit harder than I thought

Patience is endless, yes
but sometimes the air I breathe is not

//

I'm going to eat plain biscuits with peanut butter
does anyone care?

Your Heart Calls

2009-04-19T20:52:00.004+03:00

I remember we stole the night
We'd lie awake but dreaming
till the sun would wash the sky

//

Survived a crazy long weekend
image heavy, lesser on words :)
Haven't felt this tired in so long

SATURDAY had lunch at Macs with girlfriends at Bukit Merah
took a bus down to PS to buy a gift

Coolios

Shades at Cotton On!

One of my spastic moments,
nothing to worry about :)

Went bonkers in Action City next

Bwead

HAHAHA

Dinnered at Fish&Co. Glasshouse with 125'o7
my most sincere apologies for a badly planned gathering
sucks to be organizer :(

Aww my Char :)

L.O.L

Headed to TCC to chilllllllllll

KENNY BOY :D

SUNDAY met up with Bestie and Brian for PartyWorld :}

Go ahead be gone with it
SEXYBACK, YEAH!

Dinnered at Suki Sushi
then dessert at Shokudo :)
Come to think of it, I'm not really a big eater
I just like to eat :)

War-fals!

& HAPPY NINETEENTH again, Brian
hope you like the shirt! :)

//

Tonight you made the brightest stars in my sky
come out to shine

When Patience is Endless

2009-04-15T20:09:00.008+03:00

If you ever feel something's missing
things you'll never understand
Little white shadows, sparkle and glisten
part of a system plan

//

My patience is endless, Love
you have taught me well
I'll be waiting
You're worth every effort, worth every fight <3

//

Sushi dinner with Kenny and two of his other friends (Keng Wai + Wylona) plus Pru and Scott :)
haha random outing
Headed to Timbre next to chill
yeah I'm not the type to drink, but hey we've only got one life to lead

KENNY BOY :D

"Beer.. Salvation in a bottle"

Pru looks cute here :}

Kenny being stupid :)

Cover-girl, not?

Heineken is :S

And the following are of my different expressions
as I was yakking away to Kenny

Okay I'm lazy :/

My new friend (she's half Jap :)
Wylona

I smiled for the auto-smile thingie on my camera

KW & Kenny!

//

Such familiar faces
but complete strangers

//

Just another heart to mend

I Don't Know What to Be Without You Around

2009-04-14T16:58:00.003+03:00

& we know it's never simple never easy
You're the only thing I know
like the back of my hand

& I can't breathe without you
but I have to

Where Is The Good in Goodbye

2009-04-12T16:15:00.004+03:00

And if every hole makes a scar
and every scar marks its place
Then I will never live freely without your trace

Flashback to Forever & Always

2009-04-07T19:35:00.002+03:00

With you it feels like I'm free falling
into an open sky
and it didn't really matter where I was gonna fall
:)

//

Human nature's a funny thing
we only start to really cherish when we know we're about lose (or not see a particular someone) for a long period of time
Sounds cliched, huh

I can't wait to start school
I can't wait for Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen/Ice Age 3/Night at the Museum 2
I can't wait for my birthday
I can't wait for my driving practical
ugh

Will you stay
and teach me to be stronger than just strong

//

Save goodbye
keep it frozen in December
I need the high
to get me through the ever after

(365 x 2) + 31 + 28 +31 + 4 = 824

2009-04-03T18:50:00.005+03:00

Because somewhere along the way
you found me <3

//

You light me up and then I fall for you
You're barely waking
& I'm tangled up in you

When I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
& I always will remember all the strength you gave to me

Love, or something ignites in my veins
& I pray it never fades
This is the start of something new

I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
You finally find
you & I - collide

Someday we'll know
if love can move mountains

I'd give it all
I'd give for us
give anything but I won't give up
Hold onto me
& never let me go

I don't know why
why the sun decides to shine
but you breathed your love into me just in time

//

I was praying for day I could wake up
and finally love someone
then -
I found you, too

When You've Done All You Can Do

2009-03-31T18:09:00.003+03:00

That long black cloud is coming down
feel like I'm knocking on Heaven's door

//

HAPPY 19th again, KENNYBOY :D
hope you like those spastic socks, they will keep you warm!

I had a guy step on 3/4 of my right foot today
and I iced it when I got home
the pain was )):

The world's in a state of chaos
I need to get away

& I miss you

Do you know what
pain feels like

I've Shown You My Heart

2009-03-28T17:34:00.006+03:00

Dances to mixtapes and cartops
so don't don't
don't let this go

//

FRIDAY dinnered with SOF, Gwee and Hannah
at Arab Street to have nice nice murtabak and roti prata :D

I like fish curry! :O

Beef murtabak!

The whole meal was $20 or so in all
so each person paid like $4 to $5! :)
After dinner I insisted we go to the arcade to throw coloured balls!

Hee ha ho

Gwee cheater pls hahaha
three balls in one hand!

Then next to Swensens for dessert and... group shots! :D

Hannah darlin' :)

SOF paid ice-cream with Visa...
not :)

Took the tube to the red line to Dhoby with them
so I could take a bus home from PS
lazy ah ):

:D
(We used timer!)

TODAY I made sure I attended my family dinner
because it's at the Singapore Country Club nyahaha
It was buffet though :/
and I have a small stomach but I really did try to eat all I could

My lovely cousinzxz :)

Hi Frank,
yay starting Uni togetherrrrrr

With Cousin Cheryl and Grams :)

With dearest Aunt :}

I found fake shells they put as deco on the table
and tried to make them into earrings
Please just look at my side profile (my mouth's open)
and my cousins are looking on in amusement/horror

I'm hungry

Catch a falling star
chase down your dreams

Roses Have Thorns, They Say

2009-03-25T20:14:00.002+03:00

Masquerade
seething shadows breathing lies
Masquerade
run and hide -
but a face will still pursue you

//

Ever wanted to be someone, but couldn't?
I got that feeling today

//

Yesterday dinner-ed with Love and SOF at Glasshouse's Fish & Co.
and today with Bestie at the very same place
Goodness I think the staff recognizes me already :O

I had my shiny silver TV on today
and while I anticipated to catch "American Idol"
out popped THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, my all-time favorite musical
Ooh the love of such music has once again blossomed :)

On a random note
I now have baby wipes in my bag
-cackles

//

Help me say
goodbye

Second Best is All I Will Know

2009-03-20T19:39:00.002+03:00

You're like an Indian summer
in the middle of a winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better
once I've had the best

//

Got my butt out and met Pru and Char this evening at Spins (:
dinner at Macs (yes we had to have dinner at Macs in Heeren)
chilled and helped Char with question number eleven - unsuccessful

If there's a camel up a hill

We were.. somewhat lost and confused :/

Left Heeren and headed to Paragon's Starbucks
after the horrific realization that the Starbucks that I used to go to is gone (suaku or what, you tell me)
Kenny and friend came after (:

JC would have never been the same without these two (:

Gee, coffee makes me have smaller eyes

Kenny was there and cracked me up :O

Your birthday coming I know

Headed back to Spins to say goodbye to Char
and group photo taken by Kenny's friend who dislocated his right arm and in progress of recovery :/
"One, two, three PAIIIINNNNN!"

Someone please do something about the humid weather :/
I think I should start bringing those baby wet wipes around cos my hands keep getting sticky even when I'm walking outside
Urgh
Great, my nail polish's chipping

//

When you're lost and you run out of road
find out what I already know

We Just Wna Be Whole

2009-03-16T08:59:00.002+03:00

This is the calming of the storm
this absolution is always incomplete
it's always bittersweet

//

Survived a crazy weekend of random downpours and thunderstorms :/
weather hasn't been at all fine

SATURDAY I went to NTU Open House with my parents
and headed back to school for CVD (:
seems to get better every year

Hannah cut her hair! ):

And this is also Hannah rolling/sleeping on my shoulder

My new friend, Charlie (:

And Sunday went to NUS Open House
it was after all that commotion I realized that there just too many choices :/
Met Love after yay

I didn't feel like blogging yesterday
seems like it has continued till today too
Maybe it's just the weather ):

Jamming tomorrow yay
after like nine thousand years (:

//

& if you ran away
I'd still wave goodbye
watching you shine bright

When Your Heart's Been Breached

2009-03-11T18:44:00.003+03:00

This letter's written itself inside out again
when rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends
Hush, this is where it ends

//

It's Wednesday, I should update

The reeling effects of everyone's results have died down by now I guess
the next important step is to apply for something that we've always wanted
And very suddenly, this is the point in my life where I strongly feel that I should take full control of my own future

//

Yesterday caught "Watchmen" at Cine
with Love, KF and WF
And yeah I could say the movie review I read on "Watchmen" a few days ago was 3/4 true
but I'm sure they didn't mention how long the movie was :/
Dinnered at Sushi-Tei! :D

Met Bestie today and dinnered at Heeren's Shokudo
eeee they copy Marche's concept
but the food was good anyway (:
Walked down to Wisma Atria to find Kenny but he wasn't working
shopped around, then homeeeeee

Okay goodbye
need to get drugged by my flu pill

//

You color my eyes red
your love's not live it's dead

Sunrise, Sunset

2009-03-06T19:16:00.004+03:00

What I can remember is alot like water
trickling down a page of the most beautiful colors

I think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

//

Hello all
the wait was finally over this afternoon and I was called second to receive my results slip
which... was unacceptable to me at first
but I guess I have to make the best out of it
and most importantly, to move on :)

So thank-you to all who congratulated me on my CSE, I really appreciate it
but sigh, I was too ashamed to see my GP or Math tutor

Pictures now,
my whole body is aching from all the walking today :/

PERRY!
I look like I have no body. Again.

Sherman (:

I got squashed
and yay Dea (my guitarist) is one of the top students! :D

KENNY! & Hannahhh
Oh boy I missed him a whole lot,
I'm so glad you've made up your mind :)

Kelvin my BEST FWEN :)

EDDIE my big bro :)
so cute right the hair!

:)

//

We the people fight for our existence
we don't claim to be perfect
but we're free

Fear Is Only In Our Minds

2009-03-04T19:31:00.002+03:00

I am outside
and I've been waiting for the sun
with my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong

//

I'll be too tired (and petrified) to blog tomorrow
so I'll do this tonight

No doubt, JC was the toughest two years I've been through
and I am not ashamed at all to tell you that I've grown so much

I've made really really wonderful friends and have been a student to so many great teachers
but at the end of the day, no matter how happy or sometimes bitter I am in school
this dark realization hits me hard - Each man fights his own war

So I started to be strong
because I know that no one's gonna back me up when I fall or when I'm lost (and no, I'm not talking about words of encouragement here)
because the only person who can do that is myself
During that two years, we were all fighting our own wars
within ourselves, for ourselves

That's why I guess people always tell us that we've done our best
because the battle is over and it's all done, we've made it through
And when the final verdict is passed
let's all hope we rejoice and celebrate victories
and make the best out of loss

I'll be keeping my fingers crossed :)

//

& I'll take the truth at any cost

You Gotta Go There to Come Back

2009-03-01T19:54:00.008+03:00

I look around at a beautiful life
been the upperside of down
been the inside of out
but we breathe
yeah we breathe

//

FRIDAY was 125'o7 BBQ at Pasir Ris Park
which was a little disappointing cos only like less than a third of 125 showed up
but all went well I guess (:
I drank a little, took photozxzx
and my legs were aching by the time I reached home

Shian the organizer! :D
and Hannah "pops in like a daisy" although she's not from 125 hahaha

Marcus -
thanks for sharing Carlsberg with me

Chris & Hannah (:

And then, Hannah proceeded to take a million photos with me
and thereafter yelling like she was possessed (HAHAH)
of which I shall only show you a few

This is my Char :D

Altogether (:
please just count the number of people from 125 ):

SATURDAY was secondary school gathering
but before that met Bestie to do shoppingzxzx at Bugis
due to the wet weather, we changed our venue to Fish&Co. at Suntec

Ivyyy (:

Then, Bestie proceeded to shake some extra ingredients into Yang Ling's plate of food

30 seconds later..

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE PLS!

Headed to the arcade next
but Jahan had to leave first :/

JAR-HAN

Yang Ling (:
omg we haven't seen her in 734601935 years

ONE.HEAD., Brian
I have shrunk

Yu Hwang is starting to remind me of someone :/

Li Wennnnnnn (:
HAHA I remembered Bestie actually switched off the camera while trying to take this picture for us

All you MJMG!

Euz shos cutex

:D

//

It's confirmed - 6th of March is results day
very soon, things will change and I know it
I guess the most important thing to do is to move on and be strong
I can't wait for results, but I wish it wouldn't be so soon either :/

//

Numbers and figures
pulling the puzzles apart

Powerless

2009-02-26T20:04:00.003+03:00

If only night could hold you where I can see you

then may I never wake again

& maybe tonight
we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn

//

And so there was a cold, biting wind
icy raindrops
the slosh of puddles at my feet
and my Heart,
Raw

And so I wondered
how am I to do this on my own

//

Won't you walk through the door
& take me away

I Was A Dreamer

2009-02-24T19:34:00.002+03:00

Holding on, the days drag on
stupid girl
I should've known

//

Events to look forward to -
> 125'o7 BBQ on Friday, 27th Feb
> Sec School Gathering on Saturday, 28th Feb

Events to NOT look forward to -
> Release of "A" Level results (speculation has it on the 6th of March)

There is something wrong with my keyboard I swear
and my comp has been laggy and nonsensical today

The weather has been dull and cold lately
but oddly enough it doesn't get to me
(usually it does :/)

//

Uninspired today

I Know You By Heart

2009-02-20T18:01:00.003+03:00

I'm standing in the ocean rain
rough and ready

Strapped in
so you get the best of me

//

Caught "the Pink Panther 2" today :D
which was really really funnyz
yayz I like funnyz showz
Then headed down to Taka to have Omu Rice for dinner
saw Char and her friend Ger at Kinokuniya after (: (:
(Yay 125'07 gathering soon!)

Omu Rice (:
which was surprisingly good
Do excuse the bad photography - I was hungry!

"Where's the camera?!"

//

Just know I'm right here hoping
that you'll come in with the rain

Valentine

2009-02-16T17:01:00.003+03:00

Swept away on a wave of emotion
overcaught in the eye of a storm

Take a picture of what you think love
looks like in your imagination

//

I know this post is two days overdue but hey who reads anyway right
only for Bestie and perhaps Superman

Valentine's was alright - thankfully we managed to get dinner on time
before that we watched "Valkyrie" (where I learned that Hitler did not die after fifteen failed attempts of his assassination)
and then dinner at Fish&Co. at the Glasshouse

$49.90++
Hmmmmmmmm
thank you Love

Valentine's Day can only be complete with at least one rose, ha!

//

Am not in a very good mood right now
so goodbye
and perhaps tomorrow

//

When the wires cross in my brain
you'll stop my heart again

Blown Up Heart

2009-02-11T18:08:00.003+03:00

Luck & intuition play the cards with Spades to start
& after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Poker face

P.S: The girl's gorgeous (:

//

Caught "Underworld: Rise of the Lycans" yesterday with Love
and it was awesome :D

FTE tomorrow - I'd better pass ):
I have flu!

Hello Love
please continue to be wonderrfulllllllll (:

//

Check this hand
'cause I'm marvelous

Tower Over Me

2009-02-08T19:01:00.003+03:00

Meet me here beneath the burning skies
where the ocean comes and takes us from of all our lies

//

I'm getting kinda nervous because really, time doesn't wait
and very soon I won't be seeing Love so often ):
I just hope we get through fine

Friday I went back to school to help Uncle Jackson at the stall
because it would be particularly busy that day
and so I stood from 9AM - 3PM (:
Met Bestie and her friends (XinYee, Esther, Kelly and Edalene) at PS in the evening to grab dinner
followed by drinks at the Giraffe :D

Yay mine (:

Don't ask

Heh heh, they're a great bunch to be with (:

And TWO-THEY,
met Bestie (again) to have picnic at Vivo's rooftop
saw Chan Li Wen before that yay
but our picnic very pathetic ah only have sandwich cos only two people ah
Kelin couldn't make it ):
then we shopped around for my V'day stuff (which I shall prepare tomorrow :)
chilled at Starbucks, quick bite at LJS
and I went off to PS to meet Love (finally) after seven days of being quarantined from him ): ):
(Second is awesome, but you're my number one :)

I think I need a good sleep
this week's been exhaustive ):

//

Lock the doors
'cause I'd like to capture this voice

I'd Do Anything

2009-02-05T18:45:00.006+03:00

I once told somebody, "To be worthy of the present and the future, we must let go of the past." But how do I do that when all I'm doing everyday is looking back, plunging into the deepest of memories hidden in messy heaps, digging up the oldest of archives and trying to put them into place? Memories serve as reminders that we've been there, done that; and they do not fade.

I do wonder sometimes if I'm just being over-emotional or thinking too much, but I guess everyone would want a piece of their past every now and then. An hour, thirty minutes, fifteen seconds or even one millisecond - it wouldn't matter because there's just something about our past we have chosen to hold onto, something we have refused to let go of.

And so of course, I'd do anything to return to those days where every academic hour of my life seemed to drag as I fought my way towards the finish line. It seriously doesn't matter how many papers I had to do anymore. I'd do anything to go back to the place where I found my small yet endearing group of friends, to the same exact spot in my heart where I found you as my boulder of strength and protection. Intuitively, communications have frozen somehow for things today are not what they were - that's why the past still holds, firmly in my grasp.

I'd also do anything to go back to taking long journeys to school, to going through endless lectures and tutorials, to being put through every kind of emotional or physical or mental challenge that existed... Looking back is easy. Going back isn't.

But life still moves on because it's not for us to decide when to reach out to the clock to turn back time. The past shall merely hang around us like how the water droplets do after it rains, and all we can do is to rewind and dream up the imaginary figures, but this time only in our heads.

Lonely Winds

2009-02-03T17:41:00.005+03:00

You made yourself a bed
at the bottom of the blackest hole
and you'll sleep till May
and you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

Take these chances
I hope we'll make it somehow

//

BESTIE IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE :)
because after watching "Bride Wars" today only then I realized how friendship can make or break us
but oddly enough we just cannot whip up anything good to quarrel about!
Time spent with you is like constantly looking at blue skies and sunny days hahahah :D

Lunch at Waraku today with Bestie and Esther :)
caught a movie after that, and Esther had to head home
so Bestie and I ate at Marina Square

Brian, I think I've mastered your close-up food shotzx!

Then, EYE SCREAM!

//

Give me a reason why I shouldn't feel lonelier than usual
when outside
outside's pitch black

//

But I'm stronger than you know

No More Mistakes

2009-02-02T08:50:00.006+03:00

What you would do if you were the one

spending the night

I guess second best
is all I will know

//

Saturday evening was spent at SOF's crib on Wii and Twister
and I can't believe I played Wii till my arms ached
when I didn't even exert so much force ):

Same ol' boring weekend
but still, time jets when we don't want it to

I shall not expose Charles any further during the game of Twister
though I already did in FB (:

Hannah and Lynnette at the boxing game
haha was hilarious to watch Hannah play

But not so hilarious while playing with Love
please just look at the look of boredom on his face :/

Okay yay group shot :D

//

Calling all lovebirds! (:
Ran out of ideas on where to go for Valentine's Day? Click here nowzxzxz!

'Cause in your eyes
I'd like to stay

I Could Get Used To This

2009-01-28T17:24:00.005+03:00

Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
always said that you were my man to be

You know I love you
I really do

//

CNY was spent in the absence of Mozilla Firefox and MSN Messenger
and I seriously thought being away from all the technology allowed me some time to think about my life (yes how meaningful)
but who knew (quite sadly because I was never a TV person) that the telly would dominate instead :/

Of course, on such festive and joyous occasions
pictures are not to be missed
so what's a CNY with 40 photos and - say, truckload of gooooooooooooodieszxzx? (:

About a third of my family members has gone dog-crazy
hello Brownie (:
you hyperactive one

I really do enjoy messing things up while they're at it (:
but somehow I do not like to consume it
SEE I have cute aunties/cousin/uncle :D

Cousins and I with dearest E-Ma (:

& with Grams as wellzxz

Boys.
Me eyes are small again ):

Snowy's been such a darling while my parents were away <3

Then it was Blackjack time
which was never my cup of tea
while all the aunties cooed over the adorable baby girls

"Excuse me ah, why only TWO angbao?"

HAHA just look at her

//

I really hate to say it but..
MAPLE TIME!

//

& when the lights all went out
we watched our lives on the screen